going BEYOND camp 05 (part 2)

Sat morning... Jazzercise baby!!! (led by Leconte)

forfeit time... this round... these people caught staying up late... and some without nametags & etc.. the forfeit is to spit on their hands and pretend to be hand lotion *doing promo*

AWESOME... everyone just receive God's presence. not much of praying, just singing in the spirit... everyone just soak under God's anointing.

Bondages took place, restoring of broken hearts, restoring of relationships with father and friends, and deliverance took place. Session 3 (dec 17, 05)

during the workshop... one of the guy on stage is Stephen G. prophesying on Johanan. "Fill Him Lord..."

youths in action ~~ hands on after Pr Paul & Karen taught us how to receive God's anointing & releasing it to others...

the youth worship team practicing for the Sat nite concert in a new hall...

opening presentation by the Creative Dance Ministry... Go Gals!praising the Most High God... Praise Him, Jump Jump... somebody get your praise on!
worship during the concert...
Pr Paul took the Concert session...
ministry time - pray for a clearer vision and etc...

praying for one another...

MORE LORD!!
whoa!!! Pr Paul drunk in the Holy Spirit. Awesome presence of God
Pr Hock himself wants the anointing... group photo with Pr Paul & Karen on sunday (dec 18, 05) after the last session (which didn't took any picture)
the Cambodian team that went for Mission trip in year 2004 (reunion photo)the leng luis of New Life...

A great camp indeed!!!

Been away for 4 days. Ermm.. I should say haven't been blogging for a week or so since my last post about Fondue Cheese.. *yumyum* might be going there again with Jing, Chia Wei, and Wei Ching. Suppose to be a CG Christmas dinner but some of my CG member not free and some will be away for holiday. Well, I'll be away too. Going Penang for Christmas. Thats why we need to have the Christmas dinner before I leave.
Anyway, came back from Youth Camp on Sunday (Dec 18, 05). It was indeed a great camp. Our theme is Going BEYOND (pushing FORWARD, reaching HIGHER, being TRANSFORMED). Our camp speaker, Pr. Paul & Karen Hughes are from Australia but settle down in Penang. His church is called theRealm @ Chulia Street. Maybe can go visit them whenever I'm there for the weekend. ^_^
What I've learn through this camp was to move in the Holy Spirit. We must first be 'Loyal' to God and 'Seperate' ourselves with the worldly desire. Most of the sessions are basically ministry time. Teaches us how to prophesy and pray for one another. How to build up our faith and trust level. Being able to GO BEYOND our own limit. Whats the one thing that you desire to GO BEYOND?
I receive 2 prophecy, both are from Karen Hughes. And Pr. Hock (NewLife Youth pastor) prayed for me too.. thats during the concert that we had on Sat evening. All of the prayer and prophecies are mostly true. Been having difficulty in finance (both myself and family), and been wanting to walk out of my past... and know what... Pr Karen said that I'm now walking in the desert and trying to walk away from past. And she mention that I'm like the women with the issue of blood, been wanting to touch Jesus cloak, it'll be enough for me by just touching His cloak. As for Pr Hock, he prayed for a clearer vision in my life, seeking guidance or something like that.. hehe..
Oh ya.. I forgot one thing.. we have over 150 people register for this camp, some comes from our own daughter church like Shah Alam and Cheras, Zoe Christian Fellowship, Salvation Army, theRealm (Pr Paul's members), 2 Cambodians, 1 Thailand and 1 guy from Terengganu that found out about this Camp on the website. Guess its not by accident that all this people came for the camp... I'm sure God shows up in one way or another. Right!
Overall, the camp was just AWESOME. Special thanks to the Committee members that organise it. Getting to know more friends from different places and getting soaked up in God presence. God anointing was tremendously great. Pr Paul & Karen also teach us how to release God's anointing and power upon those who we pray for and get them slain in God's presence. Like the more you give, the more you'll receive.
Ok, less words here... will show you some photos of the camp on my next blog cos there's something wrong with the connection. Abit cacat. ^_^

Jesus is better than santa...

This post taken from Pr Paul & Karen's blog

Santa lives at the North Pole. JESUS is everywhere.
Santa rides in a sleigh. JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water.
Santa comes but once a year. JESUS is an ever present help.
Santa fills your stockings with goodies. JESUS supplies all your needs.
Santa comes down your chimney uninvited. JESUS stands at your door and knock.. and then enters your heart.
You have to stand in line to see Santa. JESUS is as close as the mention of His name.

Santa lets you sit on his lap. JESUS lets you rest in His arms.
Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is "Hi little boy or girl, What's your name?"

JESUS knew our name before we did.Not only does He know our name, He knows our address too. He knows our history and future and He even knows how many hairs are on our heads.
Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly. JESUS has a heart full of love.
All Santa can offer is HO HO HO. JESUS offers health, help and hope.
Santa says "You better not cry". JESUS says "Cast all your cares on me for I care for you. Santa's little helpers make toys. JESUS makes new life, mends wounded hearts, repairs broken homes and builds mansions.
Santa may make you chuckle. JESUS gives you joy that is your strength.
While Santa puts gifts under your tree, JESUS became our gift and died on the tree.

It's obvious there is really no comparison.We need to remember WHO Christmas is all about. We need to put Christ back in Christmas. Jesus is still the reason for the season.Yes, Jesus is better, He is even better than Santa Claus!

Fondue House *yum**yum*

Last Monday (Nov 28, 05)... I went for a seafood dinner with some of my CG member, suppose there's 7 of us but then 1 of our member last minute couldn't make it and the other fren.. she came but she didn't eat. So... 5 gals ordered... *drums rolling* 3 different type of crabs (1kg each, marmite crab, cheese crab n salty egg crab), 1 vege, 1 prawn, 1 plate of mantau (12pcs), and a plate of hokkien noodle (4person). All the food is just nice for 7 ppl but then... 5 of us have to finish all 7 ppl's food. Glutony man. haha.
Oh ya.. me and Jing Jing was talking about the Cheese steamboat that we both saw on astro tv. Which is in Hong Kong la. And we were like wondering whether Msia have this kind of food around or not.. and wanting to try it. And guess what, on the next day... (tue), was chatting with a fren on MSN and she just pop me with a msg saying about Fondue House. Amazing how God arranged such plan huh! So I got all excited and telling Jing Jing that there is a place called Fondue House in Sri Hartamas. And I sort of drag my fren to go eat with me... *I know.. its fattening... but its delicious la* hehe.. We went on Saturday (Dec 3) for lunch. Feel abit "ulu" cos new to that place. The food is just... GREAT! especially the dessert... *mouth watering* hehe..
OK OK... words aside... will let u enjoy the picture that I took.. not much though cos I felt weird taking pic of the food. Like I just came out from a kampung. ^_^

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Look at those CHEESE!!! Me and Grace ordered cheese mushroom flavor, lamb cutlets and the vege and bread, biscuits comes together. Bottom of the pot is like wax thing heating up the cheese. *yum yum*

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Grace... giving thanks before she puts the lamb into her mouth... *nah* hehe.. was actually taking her but she looked down. ^_^

There... a nicer photo taken after that... hehe...

Me and my biscuit stick... dip with yummy mushroom cheese... *delicious*

Last but not least... our dessert... Whiskey Chocolate... *u won't get drunk with that small cup of whiskey la*














Grapes dips with Chocolate Whiskey... well, for those of u who wanna go try it... don't order the different fruits.. its either u order just banana or strawberries. That would be awesome!

And finally.... Me and my Strawberry... dip with Whiskey Chocolate... *mmm...*

Christmas @ New Life

HEY! HEY!
Christmas is just next month... counting down the days man... oh gosh... haven't finish my christmas shopping yet, only bought for my cell members and for my BB. Guess I better start shopping bit here and there or maybe I shall wait till the Mega Sales. *yay*
Anyway,
My church is having this Christmas play... title is at below...


Its going to held at...

New Life Restoration Centre

No. 8, Jalan 51A/227,

46100 Petaling Jaya, Selangor

Please view this website for more infomation...

There Can Be Miracles!

Gonna be an awesome Nite... it involves the actresses from Desperate Housewives... wanna know more..

COME JOIN US la...!

Is there such a guy in this world?

I got this from my friendster's bulletin board... haven't been checking it until this morning...

= I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
= I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "I Love You and you make me smile" just because it's true.
= I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are.
= I'm the guy who will show up at your games (competitions or meetings) without you knowing, just to surprise you.
= I'm the guy who will hold you when you are crying and wipe away your tears.
= I'm the guy who still thinks that you're beautiful even without makeup but instead, in sweat and a big t-shirt.
= I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to.
= I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well.
= I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead.
= I'm the guy who doesnt kiss and tell.
= I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk.
= I'm the guy who's excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night.
= I'm the guy who is contented to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more.
= I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room.
= I'm the guy who is perfectly happy with staying in and watching movies and cuddling.
= I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where I'm going or where I've been or who I've been with.
= I'm the guy who gets butterflies when I hears your name.
= I'm the guy who picks you over my friends.
= I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell my friends that I love you.
= I'm the guy who isn't always trying to act like a hard ass around you.
= I'm the guy that will tell you how I feel.
= I'm the guy who doesn't care about your imperfections and loves you more for them.
= I'm the guy who will hold you while we watch the sunset.

I'M THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TO MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST

GIRL IN THE WORLD...

How I wish...

How I wish I could scream and yell at a mountain top where no one is listening or looking...
only God... How I wish I could walk under the rain and get myself wet cos if I cry, no one knows...
only God... How I wish I could leave all things behind and go around the world without any worries or heartache...
How I wish I could just walk out of my own problems and all my burdens...

Only God knows my heartache, my pain, my feelings...
No one in this world understands me more than God Himself.
Even as I cried myself to sleep or couldn't sleep at all,
He's the one that comforts me and gives me the peace so that I could sleep well at night without swollen eyes or feeling miserable over stupid situation.
Only God cares for every little details that I'm going through...
But I'm being selfish, not sharing every detail of me to Him...
All I depend on was earthly things... which couldn't care much if I'm there or not.

I'm so sorry God, for depending so much on earthly rewards and not obeying what YOU have already in planned for me. Pray that YOU'll forgive me for what I've done in my past and present life. Forgive Lord for those I've hurt and have hurt me. You have truly given me much more than anyone could ever give, no one can compare. Thank YOU! Amen!

BLOG?!?What for leh?!?

Recently, I was checking out a blog. The things that she wrote quite interesting. As I was reading through the blog (all her previous post), I felt that there's a link to what I feel. As I was blogging on my own, I'm speechless - nothing to write. Felt that sometimes blogging does takes lots of my time and sort of wasting also. Thoughts began to pop out asking "What am I doing here? What am I blogging about? What will I get when strangers or someone close to you read your blog? Knowing every situation you face and end up don't even dare to share whats been bothering you about towards friends and close ones... and sometimes, I don't even know what to write..." As I read about that person's blog, lots of things run through my mind. I wrote down what I felt on a note book and wanted to blog it on last Friday but I forgot to bring it to work and I couldn't use my home internet cos I think they bar my internet (didn't pay). Last night, as I was reading back what I wrote and new thoughts came in and I jot it down on my notebook. I was reluctant to type it all in my blog today (I did bring that notebook of mine to work) cos I don't feel good about it and knowing that someone will think I'm being paranoid and probably say why do I feel that way. Don't want to have any misunderstanding la. That's all I have to say. Must always think twice before I blog cos you never know... the things I wrote might hurt someone's feeling.

What is LIFE???

There's been lots of things happening around me lately... Lots of changes which I can't seem to handle it myself. Being the youngest in the family is quite a burden and having a brother who doesn't seem to help out within the family.
Sometimes I tend to question God... "Why am I being born in such a distance gap with both my brother and sister? Why can't I have a brother or sister thats just a year older or a year younger than me?" So that this burden can be shared equally.
I don't earn as much as my brother or sister... My salary is just enough for myself.. for my expanses, my insurans, my internet bills and etc... Thank God I don't own a car neither I know how to drive. If not, it'll be another huge burden. My dad been pestering me to get a driving license. But I didn't want to. Well, you can call me a coward or scaredy cat (if you like)... driving is kind of freaky. I can fall asleep in a car and another thing is... I'm afraid I'll waste more money in paying for all the surgery that I have to bear for my car. hehe. That's me. I'm a timid person.
Anyway, its been good that I can release whats been bothering me for this few days. I'm not expecting anyone to pity me or anything... please don't get me wrong. Just writing what I feel.
All I have to say is... this world is not the same as before. Lots of things has change, people has change, well... I should say... everything in this world has change.

Just for fun....

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Australia team

Pictures of the 2 great speakers from Australia...

Pr. Paul Geerling... awesome speaker.. Pr. Neil Smith... together with Zai Liang & myself.

and last but not least.... *drums rolling*

Mike Webber....

Didn't manage to take pictures with the rest of the band members. Always miss the opportunity. Last years Planet Shakers Conference also the same. Manage to take picture with Mike Webber only. *sigh* Hopefully next year la...

New Friends...

Here are some new friends that I met...


Standing (left - right): Pr. Margaret (DUMC), the guy in white tshirt is from Indonesia (didn't ask his name), Bro. Arm, Bro. Khit, Pr. Aik (thailand)



Sitting (left - right): Jing Ling, myself & Sawitree


Pictures below taken at KLIA on monday morning. Wanted to follow Pr Hock to sent them to KLIA and take pictures with them... but unfortunately Pr Hock said not enough place. So, I ask him to take the group picture for me... so I can put them in my blog.

Standing (left - right): Bro. Arm, Pr Hock, Pr. Aik, Bro. On, Bro. Tong, Bro. Khit


Sitting (left - right): Pr. Steve Whiddon (frm Australia but he's been ministering in Thailand. He's the one who brought the thailand team to join the Planet Shakers Conference), Pr. Song Witn & Bro. Ling

This is the same picture as the above. Just added Sing Kiat. He helped Pr. Hock to fetch some of the Thailand people to KLIA. aiyah.. should have followed them la since there's an extra car. hehe. If I'm there, I'll be in both of the photos. *shucks*

The names given above are their nick names. Pr Aik was sharing with me and Jing Ling cos he was asking us what is our nick names. For us, nick names are being called by family members or friends that gave us funny names but for them... its easier for us to call their nick names cos its short and sweet. hehe.

Makes me feel like going to Thailand for a holiday...

"Baby... when can we go Thailand for holiday ah???"

Special OPS team... *yay*

Here are some pictures taken at the Planet Shakers Conference...
First of all... here are the Planet Shakers Special Ops Crew...
The not so complete pic...

Someone from the PS team came and join us for the photo shoot. Cool! By the way, we're not suppose to take pictures in the hall cos the band are doing their practise. Anyway, its the last day of the conference and so happen everyone was sitting around. So might as well take a picture with the OPS. ^_^

and finally... *drums rolling...*

the complete picture... (the guy in green tshirt is Pr Mark, just knew it from Pr Hock)

Planet Shakers... *I'll proclaim... Evermore*

Friday Nov 11, 05

Woke up at 6:30am. Sleep in for another half an hour better than nothing but well, Pr Hock was late... very late. He overslept. hehe. Guess he's dead tired running around and busy with the Planet Shakers Conference... no time to rest. Well, no one says doing God's work is easy and all smooth way... There's still headache and tiredness to stressed out. God is good to us in certain ways, blessing us in different ways and etc...
We reach Sunway Pyramid bout 8:40am, get ourselves ready for another big day. Crowds are a little hyper during Praise & Worship time. They run to the front... jump & jump & jump. Oh! I forgot to tell you what the Special Ops did during those praise & worship time. We have to become the barricade right in front of the stage and the worst thing.. we face the congregation. hehe. hmm... I think I wrote about this on my previous blog isn't it... but well, no harm writing again. ^_^
That morning... Sam Evans took that session. She sort of lose her voice during the nite concert, she like couldn't deliver her message in full force. Was expecting alot from her message, waiting for what God has to say thru her. Guess God has already spoken to me earlier on thru the rest of the pastors but I don't seem to open up myself to it. Sad huh!
Anyway, here are the notes taken on Friday both conference & concert...

Session 1 by Sam Evans

Isaiah 61:1-7
the spirit of the sovereign Lord is upon us. we serve a God of double portion, not half-heartedness... captives will be set free and prisoners released in His name. not my strength but His spirit which allows me to do anything - I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me

• "Sovereign" - exercises supreme authority
• people will try to rob that place, by speaking authority over us... but we decide who to submit to - to them or tothe Sovereign Lord

Session 2 by Paul Geerling

1 Corrinthians 2:1-5

1 Corrinthians 14:4

• Gifts of tongues
• Its the same Holy Spirit that dwells within those in the Old Testament and New Testament people.

I didn't really catch the whole message from him... All I remember was Pr. Paul was talking about the Holy Spirit. Wanting us to accept the gift of the Holy Spirit. Later after that, he called for those who have not accepted the gift of tongues and Holy Spirit. Well, I think half of the crowd went out to the front. *was just wondering whether those people understand what he speak about... cos I see most of them already knew how to speak in tongues... funny huh!*

Got the following notes from someone... didn't manage to write notes cos I didn't get to go backstage to get my stuff and didn't get to drink water too.. so sad.. was coughing badly that nite.

Nite Concert --> Mike Guglielmucci

Ecclesiastes 3:1

• there is a time for everything
• God is in search for a hungry generation which is willing to cry out for His intervention
• illustration of the woman with issue of the blood.. she reached out to Him when the rest of the crowd awaitedHis touch.
• Don't wait for Him to come to you - you reach out to Him. draw near to God and He'll draw near to you.
• Hunger attracts Heaven

some Biblical examples of crying out

• Joshua 6 - the wall of Jericho. they CRIED OUT and the walls came down
• Jonah 2 - the belly of the fish. Jonah CRIED OUT and was forgiven
• Matthew 27 - Jesus CRIED OUT on the cross

the hungrier you are the wider your territory is

Ezekiel 22:30 - God sought for someone but found no one

2 Chronicles 7:14 - if His people hear His call, He willhear and heal their land

That's all for Planet Shakers Conference. To everyone who are reading my blog now... hope that you'll be bless by it as much as I do. Do try to get the dvds', vcds' or cd's of the Planet Shakers Conference 05. Or... join the Planet Shakers Conference 06 in Australia (Brisbane, Perth, Melbourne, Sydney and Adelaide)

go to this website for more details... www.planetshakers.com

Planet Shakers... *always.. always & forever*

Thursday 10 Nov, 05

Woke up super early today. 6:05am!!! Have to go early la... like I say on my earlier blog... majority of my friends are involve in the Crew, so tag along la. Pr. Hock pick me up at 7:20am... shouldn't have woke up that early... he go tell me to get ready by 7am.
I was hoping to get the Planet Shakers Crew tshirt... but Pr Hock said I have to be one of them only can get the tshirt. So happen he's the head of the Special Ops department and he have a spare name tag. He gave the tag to me and he go look for the tshirt. After a while, Angel came by (one of my church friend) and I ask her whether she wanna be part of the Crew or not if there's a place. She agreed and I sms Pr Hock that me and Angel wanna be part of it... so later he came with 2 Crew tshirt. I was so happy... at least there's someone to teman me.. although I have a few guy friend in the same department - Special Ops. You must be wondering what does Special Ops do!?! Its a department that help with whatever that needs help in... there's a few of them that take care of the speaker and the band, prepare them with towels, water and so on. And the rest of us will be stand around and guard the crowds - make sure they don't run up to the stage and so on. Quite a good department cos you get to see the band face to face and probably take picture with them and so on... I missed out lots of opportunity e.g get their signature, take pictures and see them practise. Really COOL!
Anyway, here are some notes taken on thursday's session...

Session 1 by Neil Smith.

Judges 15:1

• It's harvest time!
• Things which you do, sometimes, won't go your way.. but it's the matter of how you respond/react to them which decides where you go
• Get in agression against the enemy.. when there's persecution, it means that the enemy hates you for what you're doing for God

Session 2 by Matt Fielder

The Hall of Faith (Hebrews 11:1-2)

a few Bible character that shows their FAITH in God.

Noah

• does things he has yet to see - building the ark. was an ordinary guy from the desert who knows nuts about rain, water and boat, but when God told him to build a boat, he did not question. he did it anyways.
• stepped out of comfort zone in order to carry out duties for His kingdom
• God uses you not for your talents, but despite your talents

Abraham

• left his country. God told him to "go", and didn't state where. Abraham didn't question where, he just obeyed and went as He told him to.
• if you don't start now, you'll never start

Moses

burning bush...

there will always be someone better but God will always look for someone who's willing to believe in Him... He will equip you for your calling

Hebrews 11:39 --> commended by their faith yet none received what they have been promised... vs. 40 for He has planned something better for us

Workshop --> Worship by Henry Seeley

He shared bout his past. How he love music and he told his pre-school teacher that when he grow up.. he wanna become a musician. (^_^). How he accepted and how he forego his music when God ask him to surrender. He gone thru what Abraham gone thru when Abraham have to sacrifice Isaac. But then, God bless him many more folds.

Nite concert --> Russell Evans

Matthew 18:18 ; bind in Heaven bound in Heaven..

• You either agree with what God says or what the devil says
• The devil is a box maker - he wants to confine you, to put you in four walls and limit your potentials
• God is a box breaker - He wants you to have freedom, live a life of liberty and abundance (John 10:10) and He will break limits for you

That's all for thursday... another long day on Friday

Planet Shakers... *hey! hey!.. jump around!*

Wednesday 9 Nov, 05 (10am)

Had a wonderful 2 days conference and 3 night concert. The concert started on Wednesday evening but I have to go in the morning to Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre cos some of my friends volunteer themselves as part of the crew except me. While they were having their briefing (which starts at 11am) and I was the only person walking around the shopping mall. Sigh! Which make me spend so much.. hehe.. The registration starts at 1pm and I was waiting for Pr. Hock to go KLIA to pick up some delegates from Thailand. The meeting got delayed, so he can't leave early... suppose to leave Sunway at 11:45am. So we leave Sunway at 12:40pm and guess what time the Thailand delegates arrival time... 12:35pm. We're LATE!!! Later after that... we manage to reach there bout 1:30pm. I had to go down first cos need to looked out for them (fyi, we suppose to pick up 2 different batch of Thailand delegates. The first is at 12:35pm {2 of them} and the second at 2:50pm {4 of them}) as I was in the airport... I was looking at the screen hoping to see the flight number and whether they have arrive or not but nope... no flight number on the screen. I was holding the print out paper with their name and walking around.. up and down the food place. No one approached me, so I just stand there at the entrance waiting for Pr Hock to come. He later took over the print out and started walking up and down again. (now I know how it feels to carry the paper and trying to look for someone that you never seen before... feel weird.. haha) Well, we manage to found them *thank God* they were sitting around at the entrance - waiting. It was around 2:10pm when we found them, so we when to have BK for lunch while we wait for the second batch of delegates. This round, we don't have to worry, don't have to hold up the print out cos the 2 delegates knew the rest. *thank God again* ^_^ The second group came out about 3:30pm, after that we rush back to Sunway Pyramid to get ourselves register and Pr. Hock later send the Thai delegates to check-in one of the hotel near by. I had to go back to church office to finish off a Bible reading plan for a pastor.. for the weekend. Took a cab which cost rm14.. CRAZY!!! Later, I followed another friend of mine to the concert at night, we were late. The concert starts at 7:30pm, we reach there bout 8pm - just in time for the worship time. Worship was AWESOME!
*another incident that I should praise God about* We went to the front cos some of our friends who is part of the Usher said that there's place in front but then... we didn't sit cos there's lots of youth that's standing right in front.. so we wait till everyone settles down. Well, like what we have thought... it was all seated by those people. We just sat where we are on the floor right in front. There's a row of empty seats which is for the leaders and VIP's... Pr Paul ask us (those on the floor) to fill those empty seats... *praise God huh!* last and yet... we got ourselves good seats.
That night, Pr Reggie Dabbs was the speaker. Awesome! Funny and yet every word hits thru your heart. There's such a conviction to every thing that he spoke... and you'll know that, its from God. He shared about how his life turn around and that we should come clean and face to face with God. Its really really good... If you by any chance... should get a copy of the wednesday nite service from Planet Shakers Malaysia. Call them up and ask them... Its pretty hard to explain how the presence of God move in that concert. Really AWESOME!!!
This is basically what happen on wednesday. Will continue thurdays and friday in my next blog... It'll be easier to read.. if not it'll be a whole full 3 days summary - which it'll be alot to write. hehe.
to be continue....

My Yuki's picture...

This is my Yuki... Isn't she cute...














This is how she look like now after I came back from Penang on thursday nite. My dad sort of like shave off all her fur. Pity her right but then... she look cuter la. hehe. ^_^

Halloween apologies

Just wanna apologise for those who saw the "happy halloween" blog.. hehe.. knowing that I'm not suppose to place it there.. but anyway, already put it in.. bored ma! thanks to whoever that drop me that comment.. appreciate it.. and thanks for dropping by my blog. ^_^
cheers!

Happy Halloween... hohohaha...

Dreams.... AGAIN!!!

Been having nightmare again for the past 2 days... I remember very clearly on the first day when I woke up. When I was cleaning up and my brain still recording every scene happen in my dream (I didn't wrote it down cos it was rather long and I'm running out of time) but after I'm done... guess what... I can't think of anything about my dream. Totally blank. How sad right... I thought I could write it down on my blog... maybe some movie script writer might drop by and read about my nightmare stories... and probably add it in part of his movie script... HAHA... well, you never know... ^_^
I guess I have to make a habit of writing things down on a piece of paper... so that I don't have to think so hard of what to write.. can just type out everything that I wrote. Know what, I have lots of scrap books and notebooks... never make used of it.. haha..
Must make use of it now... so I can update my blog all the time..

Wishes...

It's been exactly one week I've never blog. Out of things to write and not much thought. Though I do have something at first but then fast to forget. Not used to writing down on a piece of paper of what I wanna say or what I've thought for the day. *sigh*
Anyway, since our Indian frens and Malay frens are gonna have their festive celebration next week... (so fast.. gonna be end of 2005)
Just wanna wish u guys and gals... Happy DEEPAVALI and Selamat HARI RAYA!!!
May the Lord blesses these 2 different races with Good Health, peace, LOVE, prosperity, and all dreams are achievable... Amen!

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Stability 50%
Orderliness 63%

Extraversion 33%

trait snapshot:
clean, secretive, does not make friends easily, observer, hates large parties, risk averse, perfectionist, reclusive, solitude loving, more practical than abstract, does not like to stand out, high self control, intellectual, mind over heart, very cautious, takes precautions, respects authority, irritable, emotionally sensitive

Global Personality Test Results

Stability (50%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being calm and resilient and being anxious and reactive. Orderliness (63%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun. Extraversion (33%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

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My thought of Relationships

It's really funny how guys treat their own girlfriends. Some can be super nice during courtships (probably for the first 2yrs of dating) and some can be a total jerk when they want to break-up with their girlfriends.
Can any of you guys tell me why do you have to be such a jerk when comes to facing your girlfriend...?
There are 2 kind or I should say 2 different type of scenario here...

First Scenario:
In a relationship... its either there's a loving, caring, kind or probably a guy of a women's dream... that has full of surprises and love to give. Where else their girlfriends are totally different personality or maybe in a shorter version slut.

Vice versa for the above scenario.

Good girlfriend... understanding, caring, loving and have loads of surprises for the boyfriend but unfortunately he doesn't seem to care much or notice all the little little things that the girlfriend has done and treat it as a norm or probably think, "So what.. she does all these things for me. Its useless...!" Imagine what would the girlfriend think...! All that she has done... are useless.

Second Scenario:
Boyfriend who is a playboy. Have lots of girlfriends back in high school, so as till today. Have a great girlfriend, someone who supports everything that he does and probably sacrifice a little here and there and not to mention... someone who will love him forever.
Why do such jerk deserve such good girlfriend???

Again vice versa for the above scenario...

Girlfriend is a B**** or a slut and bla bla bla... and etc...

OR maybe... there is a perfect couple. Both boyfriend and girlfriend are willing to give and take, share goodness and sadness together. "Till death do us part."
But its kinda hard to have such perfect couple who would surprise one another on special dates like birthdays, anniversaries or special holiday season. And both are willing to do anything just to make the other half HAPPY.

Sometimes...... I'm quite disappointed at relationships.... Don't seem to know what to do with it... and at times it can really change your mind, like being single again. Dangerous huh!

Fun @ church

I brought my niece to church last Sunday (Oct 9) cos she was sleeping over at my parents place over the weekend. I sort of asked her whether she wanna go church with me and I bring her over to the sunday school (Sugarbun 1-6 years of age). My niece ask her mom whether can she follow her Yee-Yee (aunty) to church and my sis allows of course.. wanna know why.. so she can sleep in longer and not interrupt by her daughter. hehe.
I woke up my niece after I'm done bathin. I quietly asked her whether she wanna go, its about 8:05am at that time, and she answered me "Don't want.." and showing me the sleepy look in her eyes and went straight back to sleep. I went down stairs to blow my hair and about 10mins later, I heard a room door close, I thought to myself... it could be my bro-in-law cos my sis told my parents that he had to work on sunday but then, it turn out to be my niece. So I asked her again, "So you wanna go church with me today?" and she answered "Yes!". I have to quickly get her upstairs and bath her and get her ready.As I was bathin my niece, my dad woke up, just in time to help me prepare 2 slices of bread, one for my niece and one for myself, and make a bottle of milk for her as well.
After that, we head to church. As usual, the first thing I would do is to get all the things ready for the sunday service as in getting pastor's sermon slide notes and statistic counter and passing them to those on duty (LCD in-charge and Counter in-charge). Was abit difficult to run around when there's someone following you wherever you go. hehe.
When comes to Praise and Worship.. my niece was standing on the chair so that she can watch the tambourine dancers. She's so , standing there and watching and try to immitate what people do like lifting up of hands with eyes closing. Lots of people approached me and say "Wow! she have beautiful eyes... her eyes very big... she's so pretty.. and etc.." As for my niece, she'll shy away and don't dare to speak unless I ask her to call people.
Just before pastor come out to preach, the chairperson will pray for all the children and teachers and the whole congregation will pray together with hands stretching out to them and my niece followed exactly what I did. ^_^ After the prayer, I brought her to Sugarbun room. Uncle Lincoln was sharing about Noah and the Ark. He was funny and children was very much enjoy it. My niece was very shy at the moment but she get along after that (with her Yee-Yee around, she'll be fine) and know what, she participated herself to be one of the animals and be brought up to the boat. hehe. cute hor. After that, Uncle Lincoln settle them down and tell them story and asked them question like "What did Noah do in the Ark?", "Did you helped your mommy and daddy at home?", "What did you helped out in?" and so on... Some kids say they helped in mopping the floor, sweeping the floor, wash car, wash tire and so on.. and know what my niece say... she helped in cleaning the toilet and she got herself a jelly. hehe. Amazing right! I wanted her to say helped in folding the clothes but then, she's faster than I am. hehe.
After that, the children did a art work. Aunty Eloise made paper bags and cut out some animal shapes (just the head), there's Winnie the Pooh, the Rabbit, the Owl, and Tigger. The children suppose to cut following the line that Aunty Eloise had fold and paste them on the paper bag. Making their own animal face puppet. Quite nice. After that, everyone was given a packet of Mamee. My niece shared with me. hehe. We went back after that. Will show the picture of the puppet later. Forgot to bring my camera to church to take pictures of my niece.

Bad dreams cause by WORRIES?!?

Haven't been sleeping well lately. Having bad dreams about giants and floods and people trying to cut off all my hair and also people trying to harm my little niece. It happens on thursday and friday... thank God I get to sleep in on Saturday till 11am but then woke up with a backache. Always happens when I slept too much. What to do... my flesh wants to sleep.
I couldn't sleep last night, and out of a sudden I cried. No idea why. I guess I cried myself to sleep, cos I couldn't remember anything bout it. Lots of things running across my mind. All bad thoughts, I guess all that causes me to have bad dreams. Silly me! Well, sometimes I can remember dreams quite clearly and sometimes not, its like no matter how hard I tried to remember it, I can't seem to bring out what had happen in my dream.
Anyway, I hope I could sleep well in these few days to regain back my strength. hehe. ^_^

Bkt Tinggi, Colmar

Here are some overdue pictures of my trip to Bkt Tinggi with my bf on Aug 26, 05.

look carefully... this Koi fish body is like a "S" shape. don't know what happen to it... crooked body.

my baby took picture of these swans... nicely taken there dear... you can ask my bf... i've been standing there and wanting to capture a nicely pose picture of this swans but can never capture it. no skill. ^_^

the following pictures taken at Japanese Garden. really relaxing.

here are some pictures of me and my bf... we brought along our tripod. so we don't have to keep asking people to help take picture for us... one thing about taking picture with the tripod, really funny as i looked at those pictures that my baby took... its like "now u see it, now u don't" when you view back and front from the digicam. haha.

below are some pictures taken from Botanical Garden... not really nice cos not many flowers. they should plant more nice and rare flowers instead of just trees. hehe.

lastly, pictures taken at Colmar...

My Penang trip

I've been to Penang a lot of times until I lost count. This round when I'm there, somehow past memories are flashing back on and off. Like when was the first time I'm there and my second time... travel there with a galfriend by bus. And how my relationship with my bf get along since my second trip to Penang. Time flies real fast... it's almost 2yrs of my relationship with my bf now. So many good memories and sad memories. That's how relationship works isn't it, no such thing as a perfect relationship unless every couple play their own part in their relationships, giving and taking, compromise and sacrifices. All these plays a roll.
I do miss my bf everyday of my life, wish that we could spend more time together. My days passes so fast when I'm there in Penang this time round... kind of unfair. When I'm here in PJ, time passes slowly and I somehow need to find things to do just to pass my time. It's so bored spending time alone. "What happen to your friends and family?", you asked. I do hang out with my friends but then, you can't be hanging out every single day with them... everyone needs their own spaces. What I normally do is, watch tv, go on the internet and play some games, or play with my dog, my niece and probably go take a nap. That's what I do.
Now, I can't wait till end of this month... counting down the days. Cos its going to be a long holiday break for me. I've already bought my bus ticket to Penang on Oct 28 when I reach back to KL. Why I buy so early?? So happen the week after is Deepavali and Hari Raya, if I don't buy it now, I will never get the ticket. Every one will be going back to hometown to celebrate the festive season. Guess what, the ticket I bought... the seating number is 25, which is at the back of the bus. If I buy it late, I wouldn't get the seat... unless I take the later bus. Wouldn't want to reach there 1-2am. hehe. Really can't wait... its going to be the second time of having a long holiday break together with my bf. And he'll be fetching me back to PJ.
Just counting down the days... 25days more...