Monday, November 21, 2005

How I wish...

How I wish I could scream and yell at a mountain top where no one is listening or looking...
only God... How I wish I could walk under the rain and get myself wet cos if I cry, no one knows...
only God... How I wish I could leave all things behind and go around the world without any worries or heartache...
How I wish I could just walk out of my own problems and all my burdens...

Only God knows my heartache, my pain, my feelings...
No one in this world understands me more than God Himself.
Even as I cried myself to sleep or couldn't sleep at all,
He's the one that comforts me and gives me the peace so that I could sleep well at night without swollen eyes or feeling miserable over stupid situation.
Only God cares for every little details that I'm going through...
But I'm being selfish, not sharing every detail of me to Him...
All I depend on was earthly things... which couldn't care much if I'm there or not.

I'm so sorry God, for depending so much on earthly rewards and not obeying what YOU have already in planned for me. Pray that YOU'll forgive me for what I've done in my past and present life. Forgive Lord for those I've hurt and have hurt me. You have truly given me much more than anyone could ever give, no one can compare. Thank YOU! Amen!

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