This MV is great... watch it.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Sun is shining....
You are my sunshine, My only sunshine,
You make me HAPPY when skies are grey...
You never hold dear, How much I LOVE YOU...
Please don't take my sunshine away...
*haha*
Just feels like singing that song... ^_^
The weather these few days was abit funny. I was awaken by morning sun twice in my room (Tue & Wed). Cos I was sort of lazy to get up when my alarm rang.
Guess God has to use the sun to shine on me... "Wake up my dear child... its time to go to work! You don't want to be late..." *haha*
I think I wrote this post before but can't seem to remember when was it.
Anyway, it was sunny when I wake up (Tue morning), and after my shower... the sky was a little gloomy. And true enough... it rain yesterday (almost half of the day). This morning, same thing happen... the morning sun and after my bath, the sky wasn't that sunny... but now (est 1:45pm) the sky was kinda clear. Weird huh! Was hoping that it'll rain. ^_^ So bad hor... rain causes traffic jams...
Just want to thank God for the morning sun. Indeed He manage to wake me up!
cheers people... don't complain hot ya!
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Busy like a bee....
I'm not suppose to blog now cos it's during office hour (half an hour to 5 o'clock).
Anyway, we had guest speaker Bishop "Chito" Sanchez, Pr. Rachel (Bishop Chito's wife) & Kate from Manilla, Philippines during our Sunday Service and as well as Staff Devotion on Tue morning. Pr Rachel and Kate prayed for me on Sunday morning. Don't feel like going out for prayer that Sunday cos I was on duty (although X.Y was there), but then there's an urge for me to go out.
Before one of them start to pray I was already in tears. Never felt so relieved, and felt God's presence was so AWESOME! My shoulders and hands was so hot. The reason I went for prayer was to released what I encountered a few days ago.
What happen was, my parents had a stupid arguement - over mahjong and from there dad brought out other stuff that's been buried in his heart. Both of them shouting at each other and sort of daring one another e.g cut the phone line, cut Astro, water and so on. I was sitting at the living room, not joining their arguement cos I know it'll be worst. It's just so irritating, after watching my HK series, I went up to my room. Couldn't stand it, why is it always me who have to face these arguements. Was reading my Archies' that night... tried to laugh over the jokes or conversation but just couldn't. So, I cried myself to sleep that night not wanting to hear from anyone. Pretended nothing happen the next morning and go on with my life but its just tough. Hard.
So that's why I had the urge to go out for prayer on Sunday morning to release everything out to God. I know I could have release my feelings to God on that night itself when things happen.. just that I never thought about it - kinda put God aside.
The speaker did mention one thing - NEVER come to GOD only on SUNDAYS! We must have an intimate relationship with Him everyday just like how we have relationship with our love ones. Don't be busier as a bee... work, work, and work. Need to pray and have that relationship with God in our everyday life. It hit me hard on the face. We just have to slow down our pace (e.g our work) and to have that friendship with God.
As for the Tue morning Staff Devotion, everyone was being prayed and prophesied for... I was the last one. Pr Rachel prayer for me. Had a few prophecies. I have to listen back to the mp3, can't remember all of it. ^_^ Will continue again on my next post.
Anyway, we had guest speaker Bishop "Chito" Sanchez, Pr. Rachel (Bishop Chito's wife) & Kate from Manilla, Philippines during our Sunday Service and as well as Staff Devotion on Tue morning. Pr Rachel and Kate prayed for me on Sunday morning. Don't feel like going out for prayer that Sunday cos I was on duty (although X.Y was there), but then there's an urge for me to go out.
Before one of them start to pray I was already in tears. Never felt so relieved, and felt God's presence was so AWESOME! My shoulders and hands was so hot. The reason I went for prayer was to released what I encountered a few days ago.
What happen was, my parents had a stupid arguement - over mahjong and from there dad brought out other stuff that's been buried in his heart. Both of them shouting at each other and sort of daring one another e.g cut the phone line, cut Astro, water and so on. I was sitting at the living room, not joining their arguement cos I know it'll be worst. It's just so irritating, after watching my HK series, I went up to my room. Couldn't stand it, why is it always me who have to face these arguements. Was reading my Archies' that night... tried to laugh over the jokes or conversation but just couldn't. So, I cried myself to sleep that night not wanting to hear from anyone. Pretended nothing happen the next morning and go on with my life but its just tough. Hard.
So that's why I had the urge to go out for prayer on Sunday morning to release everything out to God. I know I could have release my feelings to God on that night itself when things happen.. just that I never thought about it - kinda put God aside.
The speaker did mention one thing - NEVER come to GOD only on SUNDAYS! We must have an intimate relationship with Him everyday just like how we have relationship with our love ones. Don't be busier as a bee... work, work, and work. Need to pray and have that relationship with God in our everyday life. It hit me hard on the face. We just have to slow down our pace (e.g our work) and to have that friendship with God.
As for the Tue morning Staff Devotion, everyone was being prayed and prophesied for... I was the last one. Pr Rachel prayer for me. Had a few prophecies. I have to listen back to the mp3, can't remember all of it. ^_^ Will continue again on my next post.
Monday, September 14, 2009
dream... dream... dream....
I had a dream this morning. Dreamt it twice in a day. Waken by my dog's barking ard 9:50am and I went back to continue my sleep, I dream the same thing again - like continue from the earlier one.
I dreamt bout Vampires. Just to let you know, I didn't watch the movie Twilight although I heard it was not bad, so I reckon its similar to what I've dreamt.
By the way, I notice my brother has a book that interpret Dreams (peep into the book the other day when he wasn't around. Note to Gracie: I will look into the interpretation on eye & feet for you tomorrow ya! ^_^). That day I was just browsing it... never really look into it.
So after my dream, I immediately remember bout the book my brother has. So this morning, I sneak into my brother's room to search for the word Vampires - true enough there is explanation on that.
Here's the interpretation of Vampire.
I dreamt bout Vampires. Just to let you know, I didn't watch the movie Twilight although I heard it was not bad, so I reckon its similar to what I've dreamt.
By the way, I notice my brother has a book that interpret Dreams (peep into the book the other day when he wasn't around. Note to Gracie: I will look into the interpretation on eye & feet for you tomorrow ya! ^_^). That day I was just browsing it... never really look into it.So after my dream, I immediately remember bout the book my brother has. So this morning, I sneak into my brother's room to search for the word Vampires - true enough there is explanation on that.
Here's the interpretation of Vampire.
Vampire The most obvious image of a vampire is of a creature that is dead and sucks the blood of the living, rising from the grave at night to do so - then sleeping all day in a most inhuman-like fashion. Your blood is your life force, it carries with it everything you need to survive; if your blood drains away, you become weak and die. Vampires are therefore the parasites of the supernatural realm; they share a world with ghouls (creatures that prey on the dead), and the succubi and incubi that take on human form to have sex with sleeping people. In the pastm when the Catholic Church was a little more superstitious, they blamed a person's apparently sudden sexual awareness on these sexual interlopers of the night. Vampires are often repelled by simple, natural things like day-light; they are also turned away by religious symbols in mythology. Dreaming of these parasitic creatures can signify a number of things: that a part of your existence is having the life sucked out of it, that you need to take a closer look at the most tiresome aspects of your life and dispel the worries connected with them or that you need to employ some kind of self-protection or preservation. It may be that your partner is holding you back, or that your mother is trying to control every aspect of your life so that your energy is being drained away. It is also possible, but rare, that you are the one behaving in a parasitic manner and are subconsciously quite disturbed by it. Alternatively, to dream of seeing a vampire may indicate that you are feeling seductive, powerful and very sensual.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
"Full of Joy"
Stumble upon this news on Yahoo! Canada webpage this morning. My favourite artist is pregnant!!! Pregnant with her 2nd child - Celine Dion will due in May 2010. So happy for her...
Read more here la...
Read more here la...
Saturday, August 15, 2009
loving it....
My BB has been collecting Transformers toys ever since the first movie release last year. Actually he has quite a number of it when he was younger but unfortunately his grandma took all his toys and give it to some other children without him knowing. If his toys weren't given away, they may cost a bomb in the market now.
But well, thank God that his gf doesn't mind him collecting Transformers toys or thinking that it would be a waste of money to collect cos it's so darn expensive. Well, I'm also a fan of Transformers, I used to own OP but not sure where it gone. ^_^ So I love Transformers too... (^_^v) Knowing that he loves Transformers, I bought the very first Optimus Prime for his birthday. Funny thing was, I went to Cineleisure to get his OP at one of the anime shops. I went there alone to shop and not telling BB where I was (we were on sms chat that time). He told me that he's coming down to PJ to stay for a night cos his family were in Genting, so he could use the car to come see me. I was shocked cos I'm in the midst of buying him the gift (surprise gift). So I rushed to the shop to buy his OP and quickly rush to Curve MPH to wrap his present (from Genting to Curve is very near). Manage to wrap it up myself at the wrapping counter... and pretend that the present belongs to somebody else. He keep asking me what's inside, but I can't remember what I told him. ^_^
After knowing that the present is for him and opening it up... the happy look on his face makes me happy too. Its really unforgetable to give surprises!
Anyway, just want to share some photos here... recently I got hold of these toys... haha... (Gie also plays toys.. guy's toys).
Just one of my favourites to keep it for myself. ^_^
But well, thank God that his gf doesn't mind him collecting Transformers toys or thinking that it would be a waste of money to collect cos it's so darn expensive. Well, I'm also a fan of Transformers, I used to own OP but not sure where it gone. ^_^ So I love Transformers too... (^_^v) Knowing that he loves Transformers, I bought the very first Optimus Prime for his birthday. Funny thing was, I went to Cineleisure to get his OP at one of the anime shops. I went there alone to shop and not telling BB where I was (we were on sms chat that time). He told me that he's coming down to PJ to stay for a night cos his family were in Genting, so he could use the car to come see me. I was shocked cos I'm in the midst of buying him the gift (surprise gift). So I rushed to the shop to buy his OP and quickly rush to Curve MPH to wrap his present (from Genting to Curve is very near). Manage to wrap it up myself at the wrapping counter... and pretend that the present belongs to somebody else. He keep asking me what's inside, but I can't remember what I told him. ^_^
After knowing that the present is for him and opening it up... the happy look on his face makes me happy too. Its really unforgetable to give surprises!
Anyway, just want to share some photos here... recently I got hold of these toys... haha... (Gie also plays toys.. guy's toys).
Just one of my favourites to keep it for myself. ^_^
Transformers Mickey - black & white limited edition. Got this like a month ago @ PG.
~~robot mode~~
~~truck mode~~And this is my latest addition... Ice Cream Truck.
~~this is how it looks like when it breaks into two~~
~~robot mode - Mudflap & Skid~~
Monday, August 03, 2009
baby....
Went for G & C's baby fullmoon this afternoon - Baby Kaelyn. Such a sweet name huh! I actually thought of a baby girl's name... but the sad thing is someone doesn't buy the name. Sound similar to Kaelyn.It's Kaela (in mandarin 'kai le' = Happy). Where did I get the name from..? I had this Name Book which I bought it in Glad Sounds. There's thousands of names in that book and it has its meaning + Bible verses. Really good for those who are looking for Christian names with Bible meaning.
Anyway, baby Kaelyn is really cute (fyi, pic above is not baby Kaelyn ^_^ some random pic I found). Had buffet lunch over at C's parents-in-law's house... catering food was good. Love the yummy lamb & the best food of the day is 'chu keok chou' (pork in vinegar+ginger). Taste similar with my parents cooking... How I wish I could take home the whole pot... *haha* Bit too greedy huh... but can't help it, it's my favourite dish in my whole life! The 'chu keok chou' was prepared and cooked by the confinement lady. Heard that she cooked alot of good stuff for C for this 1mth and very good with babies. I'm sure her one month salary is super high... and guess what... she's fully booked for this whole year. *haha* Amazing huh! So good business.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Saturday, July 25, 2009
............................. *speechless*..........................
Slept till 12noon today. The first thing I do was to switch on my notebook and go online. ^_^ Well, met up with a friend for tea today. She went for durian buffet with colleagues, thought of joining though but then feel bit lazy. So we met up for tea at Wongkok Cha Chan Theng at ss2. That tea lasted till dinner.. *haha*
Sigh! Wanted to sign up for a health drink and yet I ate so much... so terrible right! Well, there's a lot of positive testimony about this product called Herbalife. Even G's brother took this supplement and he lost alot of weight. I've seen her brother before, so I can identify it... but how come I never asked G what her brother took to loose so much weight ah... Hmm... did I asked her? Can't remember. Have to be very consistent, if not it'll take a longer time to see the results. Quite expensive la for a first timer... RM600++. No harm trying la since it helps but my purse suffer abit la. ^_^
Stayed home almost the whole day... I'm listening to Hillsong's latest album now.. Faith + Hope + Love. This album seems different compare to their previous albums... can't tell whats the different. CD cover changes alot... simple... very simple. Even Hillsong United album was different. Guess they're stepping into a different level this year. Simplicity makes the difference! ^_^
Feeling crappy. Conversation with BB seems to be lesser... I used to be the talkative one over the phone but this round nope. I don't know what got into me. Speechless. Can't think of anything now...
Been sleeping very late these few days... like between 130am - 230am. Even during working days. Fixed my eyes on the notebook playing FB. Bad!!! Very bad!!! What to do.. can't seem to sleep, though my eyes are tired. >_< Gosh! Really need to sleep early lor..
Sigh! Wanted to sign up for a health drink and yet I ate so much... so terrible right! Well, there's a lot of positive testimony about this product called Herbalife. Even G's brother took this supplement and he lost alot of weight. I've seen her brother before, so I can identify it... but how come I never asked G what her brother took to loose so much weight ah... Hmm... did I asked her? Can't remember. Have to be very consistent, if not it'll take a longer time to see the results. Quite expensive la for a first timer... RM600++. No harm trying la since it helps but my purse suffer abit la. ^_^
Stayed home almost the whole day... I'm listening to Hillsong's latest album now.. Faith + Hope + Love. This album seems different compare to their previous albums... can't tell whats the different. CD cover changes alot... simple... very simple. Even Hillsong United album was different. Guess they're stepping into a different level this year. Simplicity makes the difference! ^_^
Feeling crappy. Conversation with BB seems to be lesser... I used to be the talkative one over the phone but this round nope. I don't know what got into me. Speechless. Can't think of anything now...
Been sleeping very late these few days... like between 130am - 230am. Even during working days. Fixed my eyes on the notebook playing FB. Bad!!! Very bad!!! What to do.. can't seem to sleep, though my eyes are tired. >_< Gosh! Really need to sleep early lor..
Time has gone...
Half a year has passed... what have we done for the passed half year? Some may have already success in one way or another, some would probably be parents, and some would give us a shocked of a lifetime. ^_^
Who am I talking about? Well, just a dear friend of mine whom I look up to at times, being the brother to me. How I wish my own brother would treat me like that... I don't seem to look up to my own brother that much coz' we're not that close. *sigh* He's getting married soon... really happy for him. When he told me, I wasn't entirely surprise coz' he's such a great guy and how can he not have a girlfriend at his age. Its indeed God's timing to match them together. Who says you have to date one another for more than 3yrs only can get married huh! When its God's arrangement, He can do all things... you can even get married there and then... (wow! that's abit kua cheong la, but well you never know).
There's also another thing (not so good news), about my ex-high school friend. Suppose to get married this year... well, they actually did the ROM (Registrar of Marriage) last year and this year would be her wedding. Unfortunately, her wedding was cancelled. That I was shocked cos' she posted photos taken during ROM and she looked so happy. And just recently I found out (through a short conversation over FB) that she already filed a divorce with the husband. I thought her fiance did something wrong or found somebody else but it was the opposite side. She found somebody else. How could this be?!?
Marriage can be quite scary huh! Today you can tell him that you love him so much and all and proposal being made... and the next thing was lets break up! How fragile relationship is!
I always tell myself, relationship must always "handle with care", be who you are, honest to one another, giving some space to one another and knowing that you trust in him/her. To keep that spark from running out in the relationship, it cannot be a mundane thing, and treat it as if he/she is already yours and you can just neglect the needs of the opposite sex.
It's almost 6yrs now. I can say I have been given spaces due to long distance relationship. Most of the people think that long distance doesn't work or doesn't last long. Its amazing how I can bear this long and keeping it for 6yrs. Not that I don't have feeling for my bf or treat him as if he's just another guy. I do have struggles and its heartache... crying myself to sleep at times when I think of it or when I do my own journals. Certain things we can't just tell it to our BF's, so the only person that I can complain to is to God, that's where tears flow. I do thank God that I have Him by my side, He's the one that keep this relationship lasted this long. Being me, I'm that type of person who seeks for attention at times and long for that love from a boyfriend and that care. If it wasn't God, this long distance wouldn't last this long. I would be the one to ask for break-up, not that I've not thought about it... I've thought it through about break-up. Just so tired of it.
Sigh! I'm so emo right now... guess what, I'm listening to David Cook's song Permanent... haha... that's where the emo came from. *yeah right..! blame the song*
So what's gonna happen to the second half of the year? I have already receive 2 bombs from 2 of my best friends and one more which is beginning of next year. And also baby fullmoon which is next week... baby Kaelyn. Nice name right! Sweet name...
What's gonna happen in the future? I have no idea! Wish God would show me the picture or a video of how the future looks like *haha*
Who am I talking about? Well, just a dear friend of mine whom I look up to at times, being the brother to me. How I wish my own brother would treat me like that... I don't seem to look up to my own brother that much coz' we're not that close. *sigh* He's getting married soon... really happy for him. When he told me, I wasn't entirely surprise coz' he's such a great guy and how can he not have a girlfriend at his age. Its indeed God's timing to match them together. Who says you have to date one another for more than 3yrs only can get married huh! When its God's arrangement, He can do all things... you can even get married there and then... (wow! that's abit kua cheong la, but well you never know).
There's also another thing (not so good news), about my ex-high school friend. Suppose to get married this year... well, they actually did the ROM (Registrar of Marriage) last year and this year would be her wedding. Unfortunately, her wedding was cancelled. That I was shocked cos' she posted photos taken during ROM and she looked so happy. And just recently I found out (through a short conversation over FB) that she already filed a divorce with the husband. I thought her fiance did something wrong or found somebody else but it was the opposite side. She found somebody else. How could this be?!?
Marriage can be quite scary huh! Today you can tell him that you love him so much and all and proposal being made... and the next thing was lets break up! How fragile relationship is!
I always tell myself, relationship must always "handle with care", be who you are, honest to one another, giving some space to one another and knowing that you trust in him/her. To keep that spark from running out in the relationship, it cannot be a mundane thing, and treat it as if he/she is already yours and you can just neglect the needs of the opposite sex.
It's almost 6yrs now. I can say I have been given spaces due to long distance relationship. Most of the people think that long distance doesn't work or doesn't last long. Its amazing how I can bear this long and keeping it for 6yrs. Not that I don't have feeling for my bf or treat him as if he's just another guy. I do have struggles and its heartache... crying myself to sleep at times when I think of it or when I do my own journals. Certain things we can't just tell it to our BF's, so the only person that I can complain to is to God, that's where tears flow. I do thank God that I have Him by my side, He's the one that keep this relationship lasted this long. Being me, I'm that type of person who seeks for attention at times and long for that love from a boyfriend and that care. If it wasn't God, this long distance wouldn't last this long. I would be the one to ask for break-up, not that I've not thought about it... I've thought it through about break-up. Just so tired of it.
Sigh! I'm so emo right now... guess what, I'm listening to David Cook's song Permanent... haha... that's where the emo came from. *yeah right..! blame the song*
So what's gonna happen to the second half of the year? I have already receive 2 bombs from 2 of my best friends and one more which is beginning of next year. And also baby fullmoon which is next week... baby Kaelyn. Nice name right! Sweet name...
What's gonna happen in the future? I have no idea! Wish God would show me the picture or a video of how the future looks like *haha*
Monday, June 29, 2009
long awaited....
Just came back from KL. Went to collect my baby flynngie... and at the same time went to meet Cyn for lunch nearby her office. Its been a long time we haven't had lunch. Thanks Cyn for the lunch!
Anyway, I reached early so I went to Salvation (nearby her office) to wait for her. Going through some books on Relationship (tempting to buy but didn't),
I grab a copy of Hillsong United latest album "Tear down the Walls". Cover was pretty interesting. Sticker was wrap around it and there isn't any lyrics in it. Hmm... trying to save tree & save printing cost ah! ^_^ To understand more bout why no lyrics... click here to read.
And I got myself a book too... not on Relationships but its a quite a good one too. The title of the book is "If I really wanted to be Happy I would..." *haha* Grab it from the discounted corner - cost RM11.90.
Know what, I was really blessed by the cashier in Salvation. She was kind enough to give me a discount on the book & CD cos I asked her whether full-time Staff in Church got additional discount. Tell you the truth, I hardly buy books - its always CDs or DVDs. The only books that I buy are Archies. *haha* Guess God is telling me to buy this book.
The first page says, "If I really wanted to BE HAPPY I would... Laugh more - especially at myself."
Pro 17:22 (NRSV) says, "A cheerful heart is a good medicine."
"Laughter promotes good health, both in body and spirit. It not only brightens your mood but also eases tension. A good dose of laughter has been shown to improve blood circulation, stimulate digestion, lower blood pressure and prompt the brain to release pain-reducing endorphins. Laughter is also an expression of faith in God - it is the best response you can make to your own human frailties as you strive to live a happy life." Do something for your health today - LAUGH!
OK... finally... the long awaited one...
Friends & BB asked me what is baby flynngie? Why so secretive till they have to wait for me to post it on the blog or FB. ^_^ Must keep you guys in suspense ma... so you'll come check out my blog. *hehe*
Let me introduce you to flynngie.... *drums rolling*
I grab a copy of Hillsong United latest album "Tear down the Walls". Cover was pretty interesting. Sticker was wrap around it and there isn't any lyrics in it. Hmm... trying to save tree & save printing cost ah! ^_^ To understand more bout why no lyrics... click here to read.And I got myself a book too... not on Relationships but its a quite a good one too. The title of the book is "If I really wanted to be Happy I would..." *haha* Grab it from the discounted corner - cost RM11.90.
Know what, I was really blessed by the cashier in Salvation. She was kind enough to give me a discount on the book & CD cos I asked her whether full-time Staff in Church got additional discount. Tell you the truth, I hardly buy books - its always CDs or DVDs. The only books that I buy are Archies. *haha* Guess God is telling me to buy this book.The first page says, "If I really wanted to BE HAPPY I would... Laugh more - especially at myself."
Pro 17:22 (NRSV) says, "A cheerful heart is a good medicine."
"Laughter promotes good health, both in body and spirit. It not only brightens your mood but also eases tension. A good dose of laughter has been shown to improve blood circulation, stimulate digestion, lower blood pressure and prompt the brain to release pain-reducing endorphins. Laughter is also an expression of faith in God - it is the best response you can make to your own human frailties as you strive to live a happy life." Do something for your health today - LAUGH!
OK... finally... the long awaited one...
Friends & BB asked me what is baby flynngie? Why so secretive till they have to wait for me to post it on the blog or FB. ^_^ Must keep you guys in suspense ma... so you'll come check out my blog. *hehe*
Let me introduce you to flynngie.... *drums rolling*
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embroidery on his backside... thought I could embroidery on his back, other people can see the name ma...
it's a 3 in 1... its can be a soft toy, a pillow and it has a blanket... 
blanky is zip inside... can detached from it too.
got a collar for him too... isn't it cute!
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embroidery on his backside... thought I could embroidery on his back, other people can see the name ma...
it's a 3 in 1... its can be a soft toy, a pillow and it has a blanket... 
blanky is zip inside... can detached from it too.
got a collar for him too... isn't it cute!
It's indeed a good present for babies or children... can use for long term... Wanna find out where I bought it? Click here to visit the shop! Go straight to Zoobies on the drop down arrow on your left. Price is all there.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Saturday 27, 09 - Worship Workshop
The Power of Creative Arts
Foundation 1 ==> Through Him
= John 1:3 (NKJV) - All things were made through Him, & without Him Nothing was made that was made.
= Col 1:16 (NKJV)
- God created the Visible and the Invisible.
Foundation 2 ==> For Him
= Col 1:16b-17 (NKJV) - All things were created through Him and For Him. And He is before all things and in Him all things consist.
= Rev 4:11 (KJV)
- All things were made for God's purpose and for God's pleasure.
- We need to redeem the sound that God has created.
The Power of Sound
- The visible and invisible sound.
- Sound is a form of energy, its made when air molecules vibrate and move in a pattern called waves.
Here they show us a video, where they uses sand to create patterns with the waves/frequency. It's really cool. Not sure whether you can YouTube to see the video... have to get the exact term for it. Will update on this later - need to look at the video again.
- All created matter has a unique sound. All created matter makes a sound and all created matter is a sound.
- Nothing exists but by the combination of force and movement but every movement generates a Vibration and therefore a sound that is peculiar to it. Everything has a sound. (Scientific journal)
Another video was being shown here. In don't know which year and don't know which country (will have to look back at the vid again), one of the bridge collapse by the constant marching, with the same vibration - it causes to shake.
- Frequency is a measure of the number of occurrences of a repeating event per unit time.
- In summary: Speed that matter vibrates.
- Resonance is the intensification and prolongation of sound, its basically the sound that the frequency makes.
- Sound is an initiator, its NOT a creator but it is the creative process that God uses. God used sound to initiate creation. Sound is just a tool. Sound has creative power but it is not a creator itself.
- God is the Creator. Eze 43:2
= people tend to forget who the Creator is (God), and the worship the wrong one.
= Lucifer is the one who corrupted the music when God gone silent for 400yrs (during Bible times). That's where some songs has a different meaning when it played from the back.
1. You have a sound.
- Scientist has discovered DNA produces music. They call it genomic music.
- Its like your own blueprint... different human produces a different music.
Did you know that you don't hear just with your ears but you also hear with your bones!
- Psa 102:5; Pro 16:24; Pro 15:30
No wonder why sometime we get chilled through the bones when we listen to certain songs or songs that touches our heart... It gives you the goosebumps.
2. You have the Power
= Ps 89:15; Ps 118:15
- Entrainment => raised your voice in unity, you can break into the spiritual realm.
-- Occurs when the more powerful rhythmic vibration of 1 object when projected upon a 2nd object at the similar frequency will cause that object to begin to vibrate in resonance with the 1st object.
--- Entrainment happens when 2 or 3 are gathered in Christ Name.
---- Without Unity, we cannot break into God's realm... the spiritual realm.
Foundation 1 ==> Through Him
= John 1:3 (NKJV) - All things were made through Him, & without Him Nothing was made that was made.
= Col 1:16 (NKJV)
- God created the Visible and the Invisible.
Foundation 2 ==> For Him
= Col 1:16b-17 (NKJV) - All things were created through Him and For Him. And He is before all things and in Him all things consist.
= Rev 4:11 (KJV)
- All things were made for God's purpose and for God's pleasure.
- We need to redeem the sound that God has created.
The Power of Sound
- The visible and invisible sound.
- Sound is a form of energy, its made when air molecules vibrate and move in a pattern called waves.
Here they show us a video, where they uses sand to create patterns with the waves/frequency. It's really cool. Not sure whether you can YouTube to see the video... have to get the exact term for it. Will update on this later - need to look at the video again.
- All created matter has a unique sound. All created matter makes a sound and all created matter is a sound.
- Nothing exists but by the combination of force and movement but every movement generates a Vibration and therefore a sound that is peculiar to it. Everything has a sound. (Scientific journal)
Another video was being shown here. In don't know which year and don't know which country (will have to look back at the vid again), one of the bridge collapse by the constant marching, with the same vibration - it causes to shake.
- Frequency is a measure of the number of occurrences of a repeating event per unit time.
- In summary: Speed that matter vibrates.
- Resonance is the intensification and prolongation of sound, its basically the sound that the frequency makes.
- Sound is an initiator, its NOT a creator but it is the creative process that God uses. God used sound to initiate creation. Sound is just a tool. Sound has creative power but it is not a creator itself.
- God is the Creator. Eze 43:2
= people tend to forget who the Creator is (God), and the worship the wrong one.
= Lucifer is the one who corrupted the music when God gone silent for 400yrs (during Bible times). That's where some songs has a different meaning when it played from the back.
1. You have a sound.
- Scientist has discovered DNA produces music. They call it genomic music.
- Its like your own blueprint... different human produces a different music.
Did you know that you don't hear just with your ears but you also hear with your bones!
- Psa 102:5; Pro 16:24; Pro 15:30
No wonder why sometime we get chilled through the bones when we listen to certain songs or songs that touches our heart... It gives you the goosebumps.
2. You have the Power
= Ps 89:15; Ps 118:15
- Entrainment => raised your voice in unity, you can break into the spiritual realm.
-- Occurs when the more powerful rhythmic vibration of 1 object when projected upon a 2nd object at the similar frequency will cause that object to begin to vibrate in resonance with the 1st object.
--- Entrainment happens when 2 or 3 are gathered in Christ Name.
---- Without Unity, we cannot break into God's realm... the spiritual realm.
Tribute to Michael...
Everyone is talking about Michael Jackson now and he somehow steal the limelight of Farrah Fawcett (like what people says). Looks like most of the famous legends all died at young age... people like Bruce Lee, Brandon Lee, Leslie Cheung, Wong Kar Kui, Anita Mui (HK artistes), Sudirman (Msian artiste-great composer), the Classical composers (Beethoven, Mozart & etc), Elvis Presley (King of Rock & Roll) and who else... erm... I'm sure there's a few more which I can't think of.
Guess what, I've Google & Yahoo! search on Michael Jackson's photos... Can't seem to find the
better picture of him. Only the ugly or the not so good ones. I personally thinks that there is a period of time (during his transition to become a white man), he does have one picture which I like the most. *see picture left or the one on the bottom*
I have no idea why people tend to talk bad or even show pictures of his ugly side... It's somehow not fair towards Michael.
I read on someone's Twitter (random), the person was saying that the kid who accused MJ for molesting him told a lie and got MJ sued (it was the kid's father who told his son to say it). It's all about the MONEY... just want to grab some out of it from him. *sigh* I guess the world feels guilty now of all the accusation being done over the passed 10yrs (??). Its really sad. Died so young - 50yrs old! Really unbelievable!
Just want to ask this question... (was watching his concert over the TV and heard these songs & thoughts came to me) "How many people really take these 2 songs seriously: Heal the World & Man in the Mirror?"
We usually sing it and go crazy over him, faint and scream our lungs out... What does the lyrics really mean to us personally? Did we really "heal the world to make it a better place for us & our children!?! Or did we really looked at ourselves in the mirror and say "we should be the one to change our ways, our doings to this earth!" Not being selfish or pride, not to steal, to kill or destroy this world where God created for us to live in!
Giving us the talents to serve His Kingdom (His=God's)!
It really strucked me when I began to sing the song Heal the World, tears just flown down. "Have you ever accomplished one thing to heal the world... to reach out to the poor... to share the gospel... or basically living without regrets cos you have done all of it."
To tell you the truth, I've reach out to the poor but I've not shared the gospel before. So does it mean I've accomplished what God has asked me to do. No! It takes the step of faith & boldness to do so. *which I'm lack off ^_^*
Come to think of it, life is indeed short! We must always live our lives to the fullest... so that we can tell God that we have accomplish our task! Amen!
Guess what, I've Google & Yahoo! search on Michael Jackson's photos... Can't seem to find the
better picture of him. Only the ugly or the not so good ones. I personally thinks that there is a period of time (during his transition to become a white man), he does have one picture which I like the most. *see picture left or the one on the bottom* I have no idea why people tend to talk bad or even show pictures of his ugly side... It's somehow not fair towards Michael.
I read on someone's Twitter (random), the person was saying that the kid who accused MJ for molesting him told a lie and got MJ sued (it was the kid's father who told his son to say it). It's all about the MONEY... just want to grab some out of it from him. *sigh* I guess the world feels guilty now of all the accusation being done over the passed 10yrs (??). Its really sad. Died so young - 50yrs old! Really unbelievable!
Just want to ask this question... (was watching his concert over the TV and heard these songs & thoughts came to me) "How many people really take these 2 songs seriously: Heal the World & Man in the Mirror?"
We usually sing it and go crazy over him, faint and scream our lungs out... What does the lyrics really mean to us personally? Did we really "heal the world to make it a better place for us & our children!?! Or did we really looked at ourselves in the mirror and say "we should be the one to change our ways, our doings to this earth!" Not being selfish or pride, not to steal, to kill or destroy this world where God created for us to live in!
Giving us the talents to serve His Kingdom (His=God's)!
It really strucked me when I began to sing the song Heal the World, tears just flown down. "Have you ever accomplished one thing to heal the world... to reach out to the poor... to share the gospel... or basically living without regrets cos you have done all of it."To tell you the truth, I've reach out to the poor but I've not shared the gospel before. So does it mean I've accomplished what God has asked me to do. No! It takes the step of faith & boldness to do so. *which I'm lack off ^_^*
Come to think of it, life is indeed short! We must always live our lives to the fullest... so that we can tell God that we have accomplish our task! Amen!
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Stay tuned....
Yay! Can't wait for my Monday to come. Going to collect my baby flynngie.
Will intro to my blog when it arrives...
Stay tuned...
Will intro to my blog when it arrives...
Stay tuned...
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
My Father
I'm in love with this song. Artist 1 a.m (view my previous post for their website). Its a short and simple song but yet full of meaning and its really touching.
Lyrics & Music from Kelvin Lim.
My Father
My Father, I long to be close to You
to hold You, and be secure
made a new
and I...
wanna be in love with You, my Lord
and I...
wanna say to You
Chorus:
You are my Father God
My Saviour, My Redeemer
Lord I long to be in your presence
Lyrics & Music from Kelvin Lim.
My Father
My Father, I long to be close to You
to hold You, and be secure
made a new
and I...
wanna be in love with You, my Lord
and I...
wanna say to You
Chorus:
You are my Father God
My Saviour, My Redeemer
Lord I long to be in your presence
Monday, June 22, 2009
What inspires YOU?
Attended a Worship Training on June 20-21, 09 (Sat & Sun) by this group called 1 a.m (One Accord Ministry). Do visit their website to check them out.
On Saturday is more of teaching bout The Heart of Worship.
Fact#1
Worship is the activity of the human soul.
>> We are made to worship.
Fact#2
What/Who we worship is not defined by what we say but how we live.
>> What you value most can be tracked by the trails of your affection, devotion, allegiance (loyal), passion, time, investments & etc...
>>> At the end of every trail is a THRONE
>>>> What you really worship is on that throne. That is your treasure.
>>>>> Matt 6:21 - For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.
It's so true. We must choose the right "god" to worship. They showed us a video, an interview with Michael Jackson (super long time ago) and from the video you can see the people are crazy for him... they cried, they shout, they faint just for MJ. Nobody taught them how to worship MJ, it just comes out naturally from the heart, pure worship but then... to the wrong person. To them, they are devoted, allegiance towards MJ... we as Christians should do the same way (not to MJ of course!) to be devoted, allegiance to God who created us.
As for Sunday, its more of workshop... training. What makes Worship Inspiring?
Fact#1
Faith makes worship inspiring.
>> Rom 10:17; Matt 17:20
Then we were split into groups of 2 to share on this scripture Isaiah 61:1-2. Share what this scripture speaks to us.
And then we were to again split into groups of 2, with someone that you're not familiar with. This is to train us how to listen and ask God for a picture to symbolise of your partner. Then we need to draw that picture out and pass it to the person you team up with. So I team up with D. We prayed to God for a visual for each other. D drew a picture of a huge tree with heartshape apples on it. I have to share with him bout the picture - what it speaks to me. My interpretation was to be fruitful and strong. D's interpretation was similar, but the heartshape apples were to have the passion and be strong in God.
As for the picture I drew for D was a frame (without picture in it, dunno how to draw people). ^_^ So later I add on some stickmans. D's interpretation was a puzzle, some puzzle missing. D guess correct. I told him its like something missing... coz' of the empty frame. God will fill in the missing pieces. ^_^
This is a good practice that everyone can learn. Not exactly 2 by 2 - it can be done with a group. This was actually taught by the Bethel Church. When they gather together in a group to asked God for a visual and everyone has to draw something to put into a puzzle. Kel (frm 1 a.m), shared with us one testimony from one of the Singapore Church (they did the same thing as Bethel Church). Some drew a pictures of traffic light, flower, a pregnant lady and so on. Then these people would walk around the neighbourhood to search for traffic light with flower and also a pregnant lady... true enough - they saw a pregnant lady walking pass. They talk to her and showed her the picture they drew. Someone picked up that her baby was in trouble... true enough, she had some problem with the baby so they prayed for her.
And another testimony happen in Bethel Church was about a man who has a problem with his right calve and its hard for him to walk. Someone drew very accurately bout his right calve, torn ligament. Just as they pass the picture to this guy, before they even prayed for him he receive his healing, no pain at all.
Wow!!! As I was listening to Kel sharing it... I was touched. It takes boldness and a step of faith to act it out.
They even shared a video about a lady got healed in the supermarket when someone from Bethel Church prayed for her. God's presence was so strong, the cashier made an announcement with the speaker phone saying that "God's presence is here, anybody wanna receive healing now!" Simultaneously a man was jumping for joy in the supermarket and so on.
Who says God can't do miracles on the spot!!! It's really an eye opener.
Fact#2
Excellence makes worship inspiring.
>> 2 Cor 4:7-10
>>> At the end, we do not stand by any man's excellence, but by the singular excellence of God brought out by the truth of the Gospel.
Fact#3
Unity makes worship inspiring
>> Ps 133:1 - Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in Unity!
>> Eph 4:1-13
I can't wait for the part 2 of this Worship Training which is on 27 & 28 June. Share more next week... ciao!!!
On Saturday is more of teaching bout The Heart of Worship.
Fact#1
Worship is the activity of the human soul.
>> We are made to worship.
Fact#2
What/Who we worship is not defined by what we say but how we live.
>> What you value most can be tracked by the trails of your affection, devotion, allegiance (loyal), passion, time, investments & etc...
>>> At the end of every trail is a THRONE
>>>> What you really worship is on that throne. That is your treasure.
>>>>> Matt 6:21 - For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.
It's so true. We must choose the right "god" to worship. They showed us a video, an interview with Michael Jackson (super long time ago) and from the video you can see the people are crazy for him... they cried, they shout, they faint just for MJ. Nobody taught them how to worship MJ, it just comes out naturally from the heart, pure worship but then... to the wrong person. To them, they are devoted, allegiance towards MJ... we as Christians should do the same way (not to MJ of course!) to be devoted, allegiance to God who created us.
As for Sunday, its more of workshop... training. What makes Worship Inspiring?
Fact#1
Faith makes worship inspiring.
>> Rom 10:17; Matt 17:20
Then we were split into groups of 2 to share on this scripture Isaiah 61:1-2. Share what this scripture speaks to us.
And then we were to again split into groups of 2, with someone that you're not familiar with. This is to train us how to listen and ask God for a picture to symbolise of your partner. Then we need to draw that picture out and pass it to the person you team up with. So I team up with D. We prayed to God for a visual for each other. D drew a picture of a huge tree with heartshape apples on it. I have to share with him bout the picture - what it speaks to me. My interpretation was to be fruitful and strong. D's interpretation was similar, but the heartshape apples were to have the passion and be strong in God.
As for the picture I drew for D was a frame (without picture in it, dunno how to draw people). ^_^ So later I add on some stickmans. D's interpretation was a puzzle, some puzzle missing. D guess correct. I told him its like something missing... coz' of the empty frame. God will fill in the missing pieces. ^_^
This is a good practice that everyone can learn. Not exactly 2 by 2 - it can be done with a group. This was actually taught by the Bethel Church. When they gather together in a group to asked God for a visual and everyone has to draw something to put into a puzzle. Kel (frm 1 a.m), shared with us one testimony from one of the Singapore Church (they did the same thing as Bethel Church). Some drew a pictures of traffic light, flower, a pregnant lady and so on. Then these people would walk around the neighbourhood to search for traffic light with flower and also a pregnant lady... true enough - they saw a pregnant lady walking pass. They talk to her and showed her the picture they drew. Someone picked up that her baby was in trouble... true enough, she had some problem with the baby so they prayed for her.
And another testimony happen in Bethel Church was about a man who has a problem with his right calve and its hard for him to walk. Someone drew very accurately bout his right calve, torn ligament. Just as they pass the picture to this guy, before they even prayed for him he receive his healing, no pain at all.
Wow!!! As I was listening to Kel sharing it... I was touched. It takes boldness and a step of faith to act it out.
They even shared a video about a lady got healed in the supermarket when someone from Bethel Church prayed for her. God's presence was so strong, the cashier made an announcement with the speaker phone saying that "God's presence is here, anybody wanna receive healing now!" Simultaneously a man was jumping for joy in the supermarket and so on.
Who says God can't do miracles on the spot!!! It's really an eye opener.
Fact#2
Excellence makes worship inspiring.
>> 2 Cor 4:7-10
>>> At the end, we do not stand by any man's excellence, but by the singular excellence of God brought out by the truth of the Gospel.
Fact#3
Unity makes worship inspiring
>> Ps 133:1 - Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in Unity!
>> Eph 4:1-13
I can't wait for the part 2 of this Worship Training which is on 27 & 28 June. Share more next week... ciao!!!
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Feeling stupid...
Have you ever felt stupid in your life? I'm sure everyone does... in different area.
Last couple of weeks ago, my mom decided to clean one of my green cupboard which contains all my Galaxie magazines, Dragon Ballz comic books, and cassette tapes of my favourite artistes... and of course with some personal stuff like journal and so on. So mom told me to clear out the stuff and try to recycle those magazines.
Yeah! I did. Finally given up on all that posters & magazines of the "idols" that I've been collecting since teenage and also the lyrics that I've compiled as my own song book collection (lyrics cut out from Galaxies).
I've come acrossed this blue diary with all the contacts and stuff that I wrote... it's dated on 1995 (when I was in Form 3). Silly stuff has been written in it, you know, things that all naive and teenage girls would do. Things about who she bump into at McD's or at Mamak stalls, who she hangs out with and so on. It got me smiling as I read it - it's really silly. Oh! And things like who I've spoken with over the phone for hours by just talking craps and hangs up the phone at 3am. Those were the days! Being the naughty one but shy on the other hand. *haha* I remembered how I always wanted to mix with naughty students cos that's where you'll look cool and you get to meet some leng chai's (1-2 years my seniors). Unfortunately, the people that I mixed with somehow don't accept me. Cos they see the goody girl in me... *haha* but they still let me hang around but not in the so called "gang" thingy.
Talking bout phones call and all... I've tried staying up late just to wait for someone's call and yet that person didn't call up at all. Feeling disappointed and guess what... I cried! Oh gosh! How naive and how... *speechless* Those were the days... really!
What am I writing these for...?!?! Hmmm.. I have no idea... Just want to release some "silly me" out to my blog. Shame the devil maybe!
Gosh! How different it's like when you don't have God in your life!?! Imagine I didn't attend the Church that I'm attending now... I can't imagine how my life would look like now. Still wandering in the wilderness - maybe. At least when there's hiccups in my life now, I know where to turn to and to ask for guidance. Only God knows our inner self, our heart... all He ask for was to surrender all our desires, our passion, our ALL to Him and He will do the rest.
Well, talking of course its easier than doing it... cos' its like ages and we tend ignore the timing that God has set for us. God's timing may not always fits our schedule.
Argh!!! I don't know what else to say... I'm really speechless now. Can't continue my blog... guess there's no ending to this blog. Just purely releasing my anger. Damn!!! How can people be so insensitive!!!
Sorry God!!! Just can't help myself. Don't seem to have any more patience in me. You know what I mean... Just feeling tired! I'm all out!
Anyway, I'm still awake... (1:30am) watching Lady and the Tramp.. part 1 and part 2 on YouTube. Just finish part 2, it got my crying... being stubborn doesn't help to solve problem. Family is always the right place to be in. Just like the parables of the Prodigal Son.
Guess I'm talking crap now... if this blog doesn't make any sense to you... it's OK. It's not meant for you then...
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
A good teacher....
You are indeed a good teacher
You taught me lots of stuff
When I first started off as a learner
You taught me well enough to be able to support myself in some ways
but at times I still need some guidance from you
And yet you do not hesitate to teach or to guide me through it
Such a humble servant of God, I see it through your gestures
You do everything with a smile even though you may not like it at times
but you still summit to the leader of yours
Words just couldn't express how much we gonna miss you...
Your friendly smile and gestures...
Your humbleness to serve others first than yourself...
Your Cambodian coffee that we gonna miss...
Your laughter... and the Joy that you bring...
All I want to say from the bottom of my heart is...
I still have alot to learn from you...
And I'm gonna miss working with you
And someone who I sometimes can depend on or to share with...
It's my pleasure to be able to work with you for 10 years now...
I pray that God will bless you abundantly and to give you little ones to nurture and to grow to love God more. Amen!
You taught me lots of stuff
When I first started off as a learner
You taught me well enough to be able to support myself in some ways
but at times I still need some guidance from you
And yet you do not hesitate to teach or to guide me through it
Such a humble servant of God, I see it through your gestures
You do everything with a smile even though you may not like it at times
but you still summit to the leader of yours
Words just couldn't express how much we gonna miss you...
Your friendly smile and gestures...
Your humbleness to serve others first than yourself...
Your Cambodian coffee that we gonna miss...
Your laughter... and the Joy that you bring...
All I want to say from the bottom of my heart is...
I still have alot to learn from you...
And I'm gonna miss working with you
And someone who I sometimes can depend on or to share with...
It's my pleasure to be able to work with you for 10 years now...
I pray that God will bless you abundantly and to give you little ones to nurture and to grow to love God more. Amen!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Healer is He...
The time now is 11:15pm, Thursday.
I was very reluctant to go online at this time, just had my showers and thinking that I should just read Archie's and wait for my BB to call me around 12am (or probably snooze in after my hot shower ^_^).
Just after showering, this thought came to me, "Since I'm afraid to share out testimonies in front of others, why not I just share it out in my blog?". But the laziness tends to give excuse not to testify of God's work and to give glory to Him through this IT generation.
So, I actually have 2 testimonies to share here.
First was about my dog Yuki. Who has been with me for "God knows how long" *haha* I think she's been with us maybe more than 9years. She had an accident few years back, just in front of my house. Someone left the gate open and she went out for a walk across my house. Its my fault cos' I called her name loudly inside my house and she came running back home and *bang* the car came and knocked her. I was speechless at that moment and I rush out to looked at her and hoping that she's fine. True enough she looks fine and my mom quickly called my brother to come down and fetch Yuki to go see the nearest Vet. Thank God that my brother is around and to cut the long story short... Yuki recovered after a few days at the Vet. Well, that's not the testimony that I wanted to share actually. *hehe* This happened like 2 weeks ago. Out of a sudden I noticed that Yuki doesn't look OK to me cos' all she does is lie on the same spot. I was abit worried, thinking whether is she going to die? Cos' she looks weak. I found out that one of her hind legs was numb and she couldn't like walk much. I sat next to her one night (just before I go to sleep), I wanted to cry as I pet her head. I told God not to take her away, not now! So I prayed for her hind legs to be strenghtened and removed that numbness on her legs. I rebuke it in Jesus' Name. I prayed for her hind legs for 2 nights and after that I totally forgot bout it. Then the next day (after the 2nd prayer), she could walk around but in a slower steps and guess what... Yuki was wagging her tail so hard when she saw me came back after work. I was really happy seeing her walking around. Really Praise God for it, for healing her hind legs. ^_^
As for my 2nd testimony, this happens to me. Just one week before my Church Camp (camp was on Jun 5), I went to Penang on May 29 (Fri afternoon). Supposed to go to a Pastor's house for lunch and then head straight to 1 Utama after that cos' I'm departing from 1 Utama. The day before Friday, I had fever and abit of bodyache. I thought of taking panadol and go straight to bed but I didn't take the panadol... thought I'll be fine in the morning after my sleep. Well, I'm wrong! My body was aching like crazy and body was hot. I keep telling myself that I mustn't take leave cos' I haven't finish my work yet. So off to work and I took 2 panadols after my breakfast. Thinking to myself that I'll be alright and I can stick to my plan. When the time draws nearer to 12noon, and my colleagues where like informing us to meet downstairs at 12noon. I was really in bad shape. I told my colleague that I couldn't make it for the lunch (Pastor's wife cook Nasi Lemak, how to eat!!!) and help to apologize on my behalf. I felt so terrible and I quickly finish off my work within that 2 hours. I don't have the appetite to eat at all. I have to forced myself to eat some bread before I take another 2 panadol to sleep when on the bus. My fever gone up like crazy, I could feel my whole body was burning hot. I reached Penang around 8:30pm and my BB take me out for dinner. Told him I don't have appetite, so went to eat fish porridge. Couldn't even finish the porridge... and I had to forced my BB to help me finished it. Sorry ya BB!
Reached his house and went to shower... body temperature is still high. So my BB keep pestering me to see the doctor. So I went and the doc said I have high fever. "Gosh! 38. something leh" The next day, I had a very bad sore throat. After shower I went to check my throat using my mobile torch light and a mirror. I was SHOCKED!!! I had tiny ulcers on both my lips, and some medium and tiny size ulcers all over my throat...! I couldn't eat much and all I ate was soup stuff and again I have to force my BB to eat mine as well. I feel bad lor! The worst thing was, I still went for durians on Sat when my BB already planned a double date with his colleague. Don't want to spoil his plan, so I agreed to eat a little bit only. *haha* Amazing right! Ulcers all over my mouth and I still go for durians... people think I'm crazy. After seeing my throat this bad, I layed hands on my throat and command the ulcers to go and asked God to heal me. I was abit scared and worried. Afraid that I might need to go hospital for check up and so on. The next day comes, guess what I saw... not healing on my throat but a few spots on my fingers. At first I thought it was some allergy towards the doctor's medicines cos' so far I haven't had this problem at all. My BB encouraged me to drink more yogurt, probably I'm allergic to some stuff which I don't know or maybe the medicines. The spots getting more and more on my fingers and also my toes. This got me worried again and my faith somehow drop down. But after awhile I prayed and lays hands on my throat to rebuke the ulcers and moving my fingers towards the red spots on my hands and toes. Ask God for healing and remove every bit of it. My fever came on and off for that 2 days, but we still manage to watched 2 movies in 2 days. *haha*
I was feeling much better on Sunday and Monday but my red spots still there. I came back to PJ on Monday night and Tuesday I'm back to work. I was abit worried again on the red spots on my fingers and toes, so I sms my colleague telling them I'm going to see doc in the morning. Waited for almost an hour in the clinic, the nurse called my name, went into the GP office have to wait again cos' she had to answer an important call... so waited for another 10mins. Finally she came, and asked "Good morning! What can I do for you? What's your problem?" I showed her my fingers, told her I had red spots on my toes as well. I asked whether is it allergy. Know what she said...? "Oh this ah... Its Hand, Foot, Mouth disease" My jaw dropped! I replied her saying, "Huh!". I was hoping she said its allergy and say "I give you some cream and you can go home." But nope! She asked, "Do you have ulcers and difficult in eating?". I said "Yes!" and showed her my lips and throat. She tested my temperature and said I still have abit of fever. I was still numb in hearing the word HFM... don't know what or how to ask her regarding this disease. She asked me, "Do you have any kids at home that has this disease?" I told her my niece so happen had fever one week ago and my nephew also had fever on Fri (the day I left for PG). So she made a comment saying, "You probably got affected by your niece and nephew without you knowing."
I couldn't take any leave cos' last week was a busy week - Church camp within 4 days. I layed hands on my throat and my fingers and toes... pray against this sickness to leave and prayed that it won't spread and stop at where it is. Cos' I'll be facing more children and old people at camp. Don't want it to spread to others. The day draws nearer... guess what... ulcers is all gone and the red spots too. I was so happy and thank God for the speedy recovery.
I guess we should all leave our worries aside and replace it with FAITH and to trust God to do miracles. The camp speaker did mention that sometimes healing takes a few days to see results and some may have immediate healing. Its all depend on your faith and prayers.
How much can you TRUST and BELIEVE that He can DO ALL things... ?
He is a God of Possibilities! Amen!!!
I was very reluctant to go online at this time, just had my showers and thinking that I should just read Archie's and wait for my BB to call me around 12am (or probably snooze in after my hot shower ^_^).
Just after showering, this thought came to me, "Since I'm afraid to share out testimonies in front of others, why not I just share it out in my blog?". But the laziness tends to give excuse not to testify of God's work and to give glory to Him through this IT generation.
So, I actually have 2 testimonies to share here.
First was about my dog Yuki. Who has been with me for "God knows how long" *haha* I think she's been with us maybe more than 9years. She had an accident few years back, just in front of my house. Someone left the gate open and she went out for a walk across my house. Its my fault cos' I called her name loudly inside my house and she came running back home and *bang* the car came and knocked her. I was speechless at that moment and I rush out to looked at her and hoping that she's fine. True enough she looks fine and my mom quickly called my brother to come down and fetch Yuki to go see the nearest Vet. Thank God that my brother is around and to cut the long story short... Yuki recovered after a few days at the Vet. Well, that's not the testimony that I wanted to share actually. *hehe* This happened like 2 weeks ago. Out of a sudden I noticed that Yuki doesn't look OK to me cos' all she does is lie on the same spot. I was abit worried, thinking whether is she going to die? Cos' she looks weak. I found out that one of her hind legs was numb and she couldn't like walk much. I sat next to her one night (just before I go to sleep), I wanted to cry as I pet her head. I told God not to take her away, not now! So I prayed for her hind legs to be strenghtened and removed that numbness on her legs. I rebuke it in Jesus' Name. I prayed for her hind legs for 2 nights and after that I totally forgot bout it. Then the next day (after the 2nd prayer), she could walk around but in a slower steps and guess what... Yuki was wagging her tail so hard when she saw me came back after work. I was really happy seeing her walking around. Really Praise God for it, for healing her hind legs. ^_^
As for my 2nd testimony, this happens to me. Just one week before my Church Camp (camp was on Jun 5), I went to Penang on May 29 (Fri afternoon). Supposed to go to a Pastor's house for lunch and then head straight to 1 Utama after that cos' I'm departing from 1 Utama. The day before Friday, I had fever and abit of bodyache. I thought of taking panadol and go straight to bed but I didn't take the panadol... thought I'll be fine in the morning after my sleep. Well, I'm wrong! My body was aching like crazy and body was hot. I keep telling myself that I mustn't take leave cos' I haven't finish my work yet. So off to work and I took 2 panadols after my breakfast. Thinking to myself that I'll be alright and I can stick to my plan. When the time draws nearer to 12noon, and my colleagues where like informing us to meet downstairs at 12noon. I was really in bad shape. I told my colleague that I couldn't make it for the lunch (Pastor's wife cook Nasi Lemak, how to eat!!!) and help to apologize on my behalf. I felt so terrible and I quickly finish off my work within that 2 hours. I don't have the appetite to eat at all. I have to forced myself to eat some bread before I take another 2 panadol to sleep when on the bus. My fever gone up like crazy, I could feel my whole body was burning hot. I reached Penang around 8:30pm and my BB take me out for dinner. Told him I don't have appetite, so went to eat fish porridge. Couldn't even finish the porridge... and I had to forced my BB to help me finished it. Sorry ya BB!
Reached his house and went to shower... body temperature is still high. So my BB keep pestering me to see the doctor. So I went and the doc said I have high fever. "Gosh! 38. something leh" The next day, I had a very bad sore throat. After shower I went to check my throat using my mobile torch light and a mirror. I was SHOCKED!!! I had tiny ulcers on both my lips, and some medium and tiny size ulcers all over my throat...! I couldn't eat much and all I ate was soup stuff and again I have to force my BB to eat mine as well. I feel bad lor! The worst thing was, I still went for durians on Sat when my BB already planned a double date with his colleague. Don't want to spoil his plan, so I agreed to eat a little bit only. *haha* Amazing right! Ulcers all over my mouth and I still go for durians... people think I'm crazy. After seeing my throat this bad, I layed hands on my throat and command the ulcers to go and asked God to heal me. I was abit scared and worried. Afraid that I might need to go hospital for check up and so on. The next day comes, guess what I saw... not healing on my throat but a few spots on my fingers. At first I thought it was some allergy towards the doctor's medicines cos' so far I haven't had this problem at all. My BB encouraged me to drink more yogurt, probably I'm allergic to some stuff which I don't know or maybe the medicines. The spots getting more and more on my fingers and also my toes. This got me worried again and my faith somehow drop down. But after awhile I prayed and lays hands on my throat to rebuke the ulcers and moving my fingers towards the red spots on my hands and toes. Ask God for healing and remove every bit of it. My fever came on and off for that 2 days, but we still manage to watched 2 movies in 2 days. *haha*
I was feeling much better on Sunday and Monday but my red spots still there. I came back to PJ on Monday night and Tuesday I'm back to work. I was abit worried again on the red spots on my fingers and toes, so I sms my colleague telling them I'm going to see doc in the morning. Waited for almost an hour in the clinic, the nurse called my name, went into the GP office have to wait again cos' she had to answer an important call... so waited for another 10mins. Finally she came, and asked "Good morning! What can I do for you? What's your problem?" I showed her my fingers, told her I had red spots on my toes as well. I asked whether is it allergy. Know what she said...? "Oh this ah... Its Hand, Foot, Mouth disease" My jaw dropped! I replied her saying, "Huh!". I was hoping she said its allergy and say "I give you some cream and you can go home." But nope! She asked, "Do you have ulcers and difficult in eating?". I said "Yes!" and showed her my lips and throat. She tested my temperature and said I still have abit of fever. I was still numb in hearing the word HFM... don't know what or how to ask her regarding this disease. She asked me, "Do you have any kids at home that has this disease?" I told her my niece so happen had fever one week ago and my nephew also had fever on Fri (the day I left for PG). So she made a comment saying, "You probably got affected by your niece and nephew without you knowing."
I couldn't take any leave cos' last week was a busy week - Church camp within 4 days. I layed hands on my throat and my fingers and toes... pray against this sickness to leave and prayed that it won't spread and stop at where it is. Cos' I'll be facing more children and old people at camp. Don't want it to spread to others. The day draws nearer... guess what... ulcers is all gone and the red spots too. I was so happy and thank God for the speedy recovery.
I guess we should all leave our worries aside and replace it with FAITH and to trust God to do miracles. The camp speaker did mention that sometimes healing takes a few days to see results and some may have immediate healing. Its all depend on your faith and prayers.
How much can you TRUST and BELIEVE that He can DO ALL things... ?
He is a God of Possibilities! Amen!!!
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