Half a year has passed... what have we done for the passed half year? Some may have already success in one way or another, some would probably be parents, and some would give us a shocked of a lifetime. ^_^
Who am I talking about? Well, just a dear friend of mine whom I look up to at times, being the brother to me. How I wish my own brother would treat me like that... I don't seem to look up to my own brother that much coz' we're not that close. *sigh* He's getting married soon... really happy for him. When he told me, I wasn't entirely surprise coz' he's such a great guy and how can he not have a girlfriend at his age. Its indeed God's timing to match them together. Who says you have to date one another for more than 3yrs only can get married huh! When its God's arrangement, He can do all things... you can even get married there and then... (wow! that's abit kua cheong la, but well you never know).
There's also another thing (not so good news), about my ex-high school friend. Suppose to get married this year... well, they actually did the ROM (Registrar of Marriage) last year and this year would be her wedding. Unfortunately, her wedding was cancelled. That I was shocked cos' she posted photos taken during ROM and she looked so happy. And just recently I found out (through a short conversation over FB) that she already filed a divorce with the husband. I thought her fiance did something wrong or found somebody else but it was the opposite side. She found somebody else. How could this be?!?
Marriage can be quite scary huh! Today you can tell him that you love him so much and all and proposal being made... and the next thing was lets break up! How fragile relationship is!
I always tell myself, relationship must always "handle with care", be who you are, honest to one another, giving some space to one another and knowing that you trust in him/her. To keep that spark from running out in the relationship, it cannot be a mundane thing, and treat it as if he/she is already yours and you can just neglect the needs of the opposite sex.
It's almost 6yrs now. I can say I have been given spaces due to long distance relationship. Most of the people think that long distance doesn't work or doesn't last long. Its amazing how I can bear this long and keeping it for 6yrs. Not that I don't have feeling for my bf or treat him as if he's just another guy. I do have struggles and its heartache... crying myself to sleep at times when I think of it or when I do my own journals. Certain things we can't just tell it to our BF's, so the only person that I can complain to is to God, that's where tears flow. I do thank God that I have Him by my side, He's the one that keep this relationship lasted this long. Being me, I'm that type of person who seeks for attention at times and long for that love from a boyfriend and that care. If it wasn't God, this long distance wouldn't last this long. I would be the one to ask for break-up, not that I've not thought about it... I've thought it through about break-up. Just so tired of it.
Sigh! I'm so emo right now... guess what, I'm listening to David Cook's song Permanent... haha... that's where the emo came from. *yeah right..! blame the song*
So what's gonna happen to the second half of the year? I have already receive 2 bombs from 2 of my best friends and one more which is beginning of next year. And also baby fullmoon which is next week... baby Kaelyn. Nice name right! Sweet name...
What's gonna happen in the future? I have no idea! Wish God would show me the picture or a video of how the future looks like *haha*
Who am I talking about? Well, just a dear friend of mine whom I look up to at times, being the brother to me. How I wish my own brother would treat me like that... I don't seem to look up to my own brother that much coz' we're not that close. *sigh* He's getting married soon... really happy for him. When he told me, I wasn't entirely surprise coz' he's such a great guy and how can he not have a girlfriend at his age. Its indeed God's timing to match them together. Who says you have to date one another for more than 3yrs only can get married huh! When its God's arrangement, He can do all things... you can even get married there and then... (wow! that's abit kua cheong la, but well you never know).
There's also another thing (not so good news), about my ex-high school friend. Suppose to get married this year... well, they actually did the ROM (Registrar of Marriage) last year and this year would be her wedding. Unfortunately, her wedding was cancelled. That I was shocked cos' she posted photos taken during ROM and she looked so happy. And just recently I found out (through a short conversation over FB) that she already filed a divorce with the husband. I thought her fiance did something wrong or found somebody else but it was the opposite side. She found somebody else. How could this be?!?
Marriage can be quite scary huh! Today you can tell him that you love him so much and all and proposal being made... and the next thing was lets break up! How fragile relationship is!
I always tell myself, relationship must always "handle with care", be who you are, honest to one another, giving some space to one another and knowing that you trust in him/her. To keep that spark from running out in the relationship, it cannot be a mundane thing, and treat it as if he/she is already yours and you can just neglect the needs of the opposite sex.
It's almost 6yrs now. I can say I have been given spaces due to long distance relationship. Most of the people think that long distance doesn't work or doesn't last long. Its amazing how I can bear this long and keeping it for 6yrs. Not that I don't have feeling for my bf or treat him as if he's just another guy. I do have struggles and its heartache... crying myself to sleep at times when I think of it or when I do my own journals. Certain things we can't just tell it to our BF's, so the only person that I can complain to is to God, that's where tears flow. I do thank God that I have Him by my side, He's the one that keep this relationship lasted this long. Being me, I'm that type of person who seeks for attention at times and long for that love from a boyfriend and that care. If it wasn't God, this long distance wouldn't last this long. I would be the one to ask for break-up, not that I've not thought about it... I've thought it through about break-up. Just so tired of it.
Sigh! I'm so emo right now... guess what, I'm listening to David Cook's song Permanent... haha... that's where the emo came from. *yeah right..! blame the song*
So what's gonna happen to the second half of the year? I have already receive 2 bombs from 2 of my best friends and one more which is beginning of next year. And also baby fullmoon which is next week... baby Kaelyn. Nice name right! Sweet name...
What's gonna happen in the future? I have no idea! Wish God would show me the picture or a video of how the future looks like *haha*
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