Year Ends... New Year has come!

Wow! Can't believe that Christmas is just around the corner...! Have you guys finish buying Christmas gifts yet? Well, I'm almost done shopping... all I have to do is just putting names for the gifts that I want to give. Christmas is bout' giving, not so much of receiving... cos' God already given us the most precious gift He has ever had - which is Jesus Himself. More over He suffered for us just to give us life, love, joy, peace, and more to come!!!

So, what have you accomplished in this year 2009? Any significant thing happened in your life and that you want to thank God for?
Year end is also a time of Thanksgiving, glorifying God for all the good things that He has done for you not so much of what you have done with your own strength, without Him, I don't think we can even survived! Let's ponder back what God has done in our lives so that we can thank Him for.

I really want to thank God for the strength that He has given me everyday... just enough to survived the day and to wake up the next day without any complains... *haha* But seriously, I'm thankful for His strength to guide me everyday and even forgive me for the things that I've done. At time when I have mixed feelings, He would remind me back of what I'm suppose to do. Saying, "Do not worry so much...! I have everything under control." He never seems to failed to comfort me when I cried myself to sleep, songs of love came in my mind (like He's trying to force me sing the songs thats running in my head ^_^).

Hmm... now, as I type, I have this mixed feelings again. *sigh*

Next year, 2010 is drawing closer each day... What do I want to see, or to achieve in 2010? I'm not going to do another resolution thingy... which I think its a waste of time cos' you won't be achieving it anyway. e.g. I wanna travel to at least 2 different countries or do certain things which I've not tried...

Sometimes I just feel tired... worn off... and fed-up when you can't seem to implement the things that you want (fyi, not office matters... don't get me wrong).

Very well, I have a 5 videos which I have to accomplish before year end... Fun, Faith, Family, Finance & Friendship. This is our theme for this year "Year of Possibilities".

Black Christmas?!?!

I just came back from PG on Monday since its long holiday over the weekend. It wasn't crowded in PG... nothing much happen there. Met up with one of my bestie for lunch on Sunday, its been so long since we last met. Felt bad cos every time go PG didn't ask them out for drinks. I finally watched 2012 at PG, can't believe it - after 2 weeks on screen, the cinema is still packed. I have to wait for my BB to watch la... watch together ma, although was so tempted to go watch during the first week of release. ^_^ We went to Queensbay Mall for our dinner and window shopping and I did a little shopping for some Christmas pressie. Go all the way to PG to buy Christmas presents... gosh! as if PJ doesn't have it. ^_^ So we walked towards the center court to see their Christmas decor... guess the theme for this year? Black Christmas! Was really shocked by it. The chandelier dangling thing are all in black and the backdrop too... I didn't go near to see the Christmas tree but from the picture.. thank God the ornaments isn't all black. I think there's some silver, plus black. Funny! I've yet to see how 1U and MidValley's Christmas theme looks like. I roughly saw the theme for 1U is white... walked passed it on Monday night when the workers still working on it. Didn't really walked the whole round. Anyway, on Sunday afternoon, both myself and BB fixed up the cupboard. My Church wanted to give away this cupboard, so I thought my BB would like it cos it has glass. He can keep his Transformers toys in it. The cupboard now looks bit empty, this shows that he has to get the entire collection now to filled up the empty spaces. ^_^

Crooked by 1a.m.

This MV is great... watch it.

Sun is shining....

You are my sunshine, My only sunshine,
You make me HAPPY when skies are grey...
You never hold dear, How much I LOVE YOU...
Please don't take my sunshine away...

*haha*

Just feels like singing that song... ^_^
The weather these few days was abit funny. I was awaken by morning sun twice in my room (Tue & Wed). Cos I was sort of lazy to get up when my alarm rang.
Guess God has to use the sun to shine on me... "Wake up my dear child... its time to go to work! You don't want to be late..." *haha*
I think I wrote this post before but can't seem to remember when was it.
Anyway, it was sunny when I wake up (Tue morning), and after my shower... the sky was a little gloomy. And true enough... it rain yesterday (almost half of the day). This morning, same thing happen... the morning sun and after my bath, the sky wasn't that sunny... but now (est 1:45pm) the sky was kinda clear. Weird huh! Was hoping that it'll rain. ^_^ So bad hor... rain causes traffic jams...
Just want to thank God for the morning sun. Indeed He manage to wake me up!
cheers people... don't complain hot ya!

Busy like a bee....

I'm not suppose to blog now cos it's during office hour (half an hour to 5 o'clock).
Anyway, we had guest speaker Bishop "Chito" Sanchez, Pr. Rachel (Bishop Chito's wife) & Kate from Manilla, Philippines during our Sunday Service and as well as Staff Devotion on Tue morning. Pr Rachel and Kate prayed for me on Sunday morning. Don't feel like going out for prayer that Sunday cos I was on duty (although X.Y was there), but then there's an urge for me to go out.
Before one of them start to pray I was already in tears. Never felt so relieved, and felt God's presence was so AWESOME! My shoulders and hands was so hot. The reason I went for prayer was to released what I encountered a few days ago.
What happen was, my parents had a stupid arguement - over mahjong and from there dad brought out other stuff that's been buried in his heart. Both of them shouting at each other and sort of daring one another e.g cut the phone line, cut Astro, water and so on. I was sitting at the living room, not joining their arguement cos I know it'll be worst. It's just so irritating, after watching my HK series, I went up to my room. Couldn't stand it, why is it always me who have to face these arguements. Was reading my Archies' that night... tried to laugh over the jokes or conversation but just couldn't. So, I cried myself to sleep that night not wanting to hear from anyone. Pretended nothing happen the next morning and go on with my life but its just tough. Hard.
So that's why I had the urge to go out for prayer on Sunday morning to release everything out to God. I know I could have release my feelings to God on that night itself when things happen.. just that I never thought about it - kinda put God aside.
The speaker did mention one thing - NEVER come to GOD only on SUNDAYS! We must have an intimate relationship with Him everyday just like how we have relationship with our love ones. Don't be busier as a bee... work, work, and work. Need to pray and have that relationship with God in our everyday life. It hit me hard on the face. We just have to slow down our pace (e.g our work) and to have that friendship with God.
As for the Tue morning Staff Devotion, everyone was being prayed and prophesied for... I was the last one. Pr Rachel prayer for me. Had a few prophecies. I have to listen back to the mp3, can't remember all of it. ^_^ Will continue again on my next post.

dream... dream... dream....

I had a dream this morning. Dreamt it twice in a day. Waken by my dog's barking ard 9:50am and I went back to continue my sleep, I dream the same thing again - like continue from the earlier one.
I dreamt bout Vampires. Just to let you know, I didn't watch the movie Twilight although I heard it was not bad, so I reckon its similar to what I've dreamt.
By the way, I notice my brother has a book that interpret Dreams (peep into the book the other day when he wasn't around. Note to Gracie: I will look into the interpretation on eye & feet for you tomorrow ya! ^_^). That day I was just browsing it... never really look into it.
So after my dream, I immediately remember bout the book my brother has. So this morning, I sneak into my brother's room to search for the word Vampires - true enough there is explanation on that.

Here's the interpretation of Vampire.

Vampire The most obvious image of a vampire is of a creature that is dead and sucks the blood of the living, rising from the grave at night to do so - then sleeping all day in a most inhuman-like fashion. Your blood is your life force, it carries with it everything you need to survive; if your blood drains away, you become weak and die. Vampires are therefore the parasites of the supernatural realm; they share a world with ghouls (creatures that prey on the dead), and the succubi and incubi that take on human form to have sex with sleeping people. In the pastm when the Catholic Church was a little more superstitious, they blamed a person's apparently sudden sexual awareness on these sexual interlopers of the night. Vampires are often repelled by simple, natural things like day-light; they are also turned away by religious symbols in mythology. Dreaming of these parasitic creatures can signify a number of things: that a part of your existence is having the life sucked out of it, that you need to take a closer look at the most tiresome aspects of your life and dispel the worries connected with them or that you need to employ some kind of self-protection or preservation. It may be that your partner is holding you back, or that your mother is trying to control every aspect of your life so that your energy is being drained away. It is also possible, but rare, that you are the one behaving in a parasitic manner and are subconsciously quite disturbed by it. Alternatively, to dream of seeing a vampire may indicate that you are feeling seductive, powerful and very sensual.

"Full of Joy"

Stumble upon this news on Yahoo! Canada webpage this morning. My favourite artist is pregnant!!! Pregnant with her 2nd child - Celine Dion will due in May 2010. So happy for her...
Read more here la...

loving it....

My BB has been collecting Transformers toys ever since the first movie release last year. Actually he has quite a number of it when he was younger but unfortunately his grandma took all his toys and give it to some other children without him knowing. If his toys weren't given away, they may cost a bomb in the market now.
But well, thank God that his gf doesn't mind him collecting Transformers toys or thinking that it would be a waste of money to collect cos it's so darn expensive. Well, I'm also a fan of Transformers, I used to own OP but not sure where it gone. ^_^ So I love Transformers too... (^_^v) Knowing that he loves Transformers, I bought the very first Optimus Prime for his birthday. Funny thing was, I went to Cineleisure to get his OP at one of the anime shops. I went there alone to shop and not telling BB where I was (we were on sms chat that time). He told me that he's coming down to PJ to stay for a night cos his family were in Genting, so he could use the car to come see me. I was shocked cos I'm in the midst of buying him the gift (surprise gift). So I rushed to the shop to buy his OP and quickly rush to Curve MPH to wrap his present (from Genting to Curve is very near). Manage to wrap it up myself at the wrapping counter... and pretend that the present belongs to somebody else. He keep asking me what's inside, but I can't remember what I told him. ^_^
After knowing that the present is for him and opening it up... the happy look on his face makes me happy too. Its really unforgetable to give surprises!
Anyway, just want to share some photos here... recently I got hold of these toys... haha... (Gie also plays toys.. guy's toys).
Just one of my favourites to keep it for myself. ^_^

Transformers Mickey - black & white limited edition. Got this like a month ago @ PG.~~robot mode~~~~truck mode~~

And this is my latest addition... Ice Cream Truck.
~~this is how it looks like when it breaks into two~~~~robot mode - Mudflap & Skid~~

baby....

Went for G & C's baby fullmoon this afternoon - Baby Kaelyn. Such a sweet name huh! I actually thought of a baby girl's name... but the sad thing is someone doesn't buy the name. Sound similar to Kaelyn.
It's Kaela (in mandarin 'kai le' = Happy). Where did I get the name from..? I had this Name Book which I bought it in Glad Sounds. There's thousands of names in that book and it has its meaning + Bible verses. Really good for those who are looking for Christian names with Bible meaning.
Anyway, baby Kaelyn is really cute (fyi, pic above is not baby Kaelyn ^_^ some random pic I found). Had buffet lunch over at C's parents-in-law's house... catering food was good. Love the yummy lamb & the best food of the day is 'chu keok chou' (pork in vinegar+ginger). Taste similar with my parents cooking... How I wish I could take home the whole pot... *haha* Bit too greedy huh... but can't help it, it's my favourite dish in my whole life! The 'chu keok chou' was prepared and cooked by the confinement lady. Heard that she cooked alot of good stuff for C for this 1mth and very good with babies. I'm sure her one month salary is super high... and guess what... she's fully booked for this whole year. *haha* Amazing huh! So good business.

Don't waste Your Life

Here's another great vid on the Skit Guys... makes you ponder..

Definition of LOVE....

Been browsing video on these guys... worth watching!

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Slept till 12noon today. The first thing I do was to switch on my notebook and go online. ^_^ Well, met up with a friend for tea today. She went for durian buffet with colleagues, thought of joining though but then feel bit lazy. So we met up for tea at Wongkok Cha Chan Theng at ss2. That tea lasted till dinner.. *haha*
Sigh! Wanted to sign up for a health drink and yet I ate so much... so terrible right! Well, there's a lot of positive testimony about this product called Herbalife. Even G's brother took this supplement and he lost alot of weight. I've seen her brother before, so I can identify it... but how come I never asked G what her brother took to loose so much weight ah... Hmm... did I asked her? Can't remember. Have to be very consistent, if not it'll take a longer time to see the results. Quite expensive la for a first timer... RM600++. No harm trying la since it helps but my purse suffer abit la. ^_^

Stayed home almost the whole day... I'm listening to Hillsong's latest album now.. Faith + Hope + Love. This album seems different compare to their previous albums... can't tell whats the different. CD cover changes alot... simple... very simple. Even Hillsong United album was different. Guess they're stepping into a different level this year. Simplicity makes the difference! ^_^

Feeling crappy. Conversation with BB seems to be lesser... I used to be the talkative one over the phone but this round nope. I don't know what got into me. Speechless. Can't think of anything now...
Been sleeping very late these few days... like between 130am - 230am. Even during working days. Fixed my eyes on the notebook playing FB. Bad!!! Very bad!!! What to do.. can't seem to sleep, though my eyes are tired. >_< Gosh! Really need to sleep early lor..

Time has gone...

Half a year has passed... what have we done for the passed half year? Some may have already success in one way or another, some would probably be parents, and some would give us a shocked of a lifetime. ^_^
Who am I talking about? Well, just a dear friend of mine whom I look up to at times, being the brother to me. How I wish my own brother would treat me like that... I don't seem to look up to my own brother that much coz' we're not that close. *sigh* He's getting married soon... really happy for him. When he told me, I wasn't entirely surprise coz' he's such a great guy and how can he not have a girlfriend at his age. Its indeed God's timing to match them together. Who says you have to date one another for more than 3yrs only can get married huh! When its God's arrangement, He can do all things... you can even get married there and then... (wow! that's abit kua cheong la, but well you never know).
There's also another thing (not so good news), about my ex-high school friend. Suppose to get married this year... well, they actually did the ROM (Registrar of Marriage) last year and this year would be her wedding. Unfortunately, her wedding was cancelled. That I was shocked cos' she posted photos taken during ROM and she looked so happy. And just recently I found out (through a short conversation over FB) that she already filed a divorce with the husband. I thought her fiance did something wrong or found somebody else but it was the opposite side. She found somebody else. How could this be?!?
Marriage can be quite scary huh! Today you can tell him that you love him so much and all and proposal being made... and the next thing was lets break up! How fragile relationship is!
I always tell myself, relationship must always "handle with care", be who you are, honest to one another, giving some space to one another and knowing that you trust in him/her. To keep that spark from running out in the relationship, it cannot be a mundane thing, and treat it as if he/she is already yours and you can just neglect the needs of the opposite sex.
It's almost 6yrs now. I can say I have been given spaces due to long distance relationship. Most of the people think that long distance doesn't work or doesn't last long. Its amazing how I can bear this long and keeping it for 6yrs. Not that I don't have feeling for my bf or treat him as if he's just another guy. I do have struggles and its heartache... crying myself to sleep at times when I think of it or when I do my own journals. Certain things we can't just tell it to our BF's, so the only person that I can complain to is to God, that's where tears flow. I do thank God that I have Him by my side, He's the one that keep this relationship lasted this long. Being me, I'm that type of person who seeks for attention at times and long for that love from a boyfriend and that care. If it wasn't God, this long distance wouldn't last this long. I would be the one to ask for break-up, not that I've not thought about it... I've thought it through about break-up. Just so tired of it.
Sigh! I'm so emo right now... guess what, I'm listening to David Cook's song Permanent... haha... that's where the emo came from. *yeah right..! blame the song*
So what's gonna happen to the second half of the year? I have already receive 2 bombs from 2 of my best friends and one more which is beginning of next year. And also baby fullmoon which is next week... baby Kaelyn. Nice name right! Sweet name...
What's gonna happen in the future? I have no idea! Wish God would show me the picture or a video of how the future looks like *haha*

long awaited....

Just came back from KL. Went to collect my baby flynngie... and at the same time went to meet Cyn for lunch nearby her office. Its been a long time we haven't had lunch. Thanks Cyn for the lunch!

Anyway, I reached early so I went to Salvation (nearby her office) to wait for her. Going through some books on Relationship (tempting to buy but didn't), I grab a copy of Hillsong United latest album "Tear down the Walls". Cover was pretty interesting. Sticker was wrap around it and there isn't any lyrics in it. Hmm... trying to save tree & save printing cost ah! ^_^ To understand more bout why no lyrics... click here to read.
And I got myself a book too... not on Relationships but its a quite a good one too. The title of the book is "If I really wanted to be Happy I would..." *haha* Grab it from the discounted corner - cost RM11.90. Know what, I was really blessed by the cashier in Salvation. She was kind enough to give me a discount on the book & CD cos I asked her whether full-time Staff in Church got additional discount. Tell you the truth, I hardly buy books - its always CDs or DVDs. The only books that I buy are Archies. *haha* Guess God is telling me to buy this book.
The first page says, "If I really wanted to BE HAPPY I would... Laugh more - especially at myself."
Pro 17:22 (NRSV) says, "A cheerful heart is a good medicine."
"Laughter promotes good health, both in body and spirit. It not only brightens your mood but also eases tension. A good dose of laughter has been shown to improve blood circulation, stimulate digestion, lower blood pressure and prompt the brain to release pain-reducing endorphins. Laughter is also an expression of faith in God - it is the best response you can make to your own human frailties as you strive to live a happy life." Do something for your health today - LAUGH!

OK... finally... the long awaited one...

Friends & BB asked me what is baby flynngie? Why so secretive till they have to wait for me to post it on the blog or FB. ^_^ Must keep you guys in suspense ma... so you'll come check out my blog. *hehe*
Let me introduce you to flynngie.... *drums rolling*

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...................embroidery on his backside... thought I could embroidery on his back, other people can see the name ma...it's a 3 in 1... its can be a soft toy, a pillow and it has a blanket... blanky is zip inside... can detached from it too.got a collar for him too... isn't it cute!

It's indeed a good present for babies or children... can use for long term... Wanna find out where I bought it? Click here to visit the shop! Go straight to Zoobies on the drop down arrow on your left. Price is all there.

Saturday 27, 09 - Worship Workshop

The Power of Creative Arts

Foundation 1 ==> Through Him
= John 1:3 (NKJV) - All things were made through Him, & without Him Nothing was made that was made.
= Col 1:16 (NKJV)
- God created the Visible and the Invisible.

Foundation 2 ==> For Him
= Col 1:16b-17 (NKJV) - All things were created through Him and For Him. And He is before all things and in Him all things consist.
= Rev 4:11 (KJV)
- All things were made for God's purpose and for God's pleasure.
- We need to redeem the sound that God has created.

The Power of Sound
- The visible and invisible sound.
- Sound is a form of energy, its made when air molecules vibrate and move in a pattern called waves.
Here they show us a video, where they uses sand to create patterns with the waves/frequency. It's really cool. Not sure whether you can YouTube to see the video... have to get the exact term for it. Will update on this later - need to look at the video again.

- All created matter has a unique sound. All created matter makes a sound and all created matter is a sound.

- Nothing exists but by the combination of force and movement but every movement generates a Vibration and therefore a sound that is peculiar to it. Everything has a sound. (Scientific journal)
Another video was being shown here. In don't know which year and don't know which country (will have to look back at the vid again), one of the bridge collapse by the constant marching, with the same vibration - it causes to shake.

- Frequency is a measure of the number of occurrences of a repeating event per unit time.
- In summary: Speed that matter vibrates.
- Resonance is the intensification and prolongation of sound, its basically the sound that the frequency makes.
- Sound is an initiator, its NOT a creator but it is the creative process that God uses. God used sound to initiate creation. Sound is just a tool. Sound has creative power but it is not a creator itself.
- God is the Creator. Eze 43:2
= people tend to forget who the Creator is (God), and the worship the wrong one.
= Lucifer is the one who corrupted the music when God gone silent for 400yrs (during Bible times). That's where some songs has a different meaning when it played from the back.

1. You have a sound.
- Scientist has discovered DNA produces music. They call it genomic music.
- Its like your own blueprint... different human produces a different music.

Did you know that you don't hear just with your ears but you also hear with your bones!
- Psa 102:5; Pro 16:24; Pro 15:30

No wonder why sometime we get chilled through the bones when we listen to certain songs or songs that touches our heart... It gives you the goosebumps.

2. You have the Power
= Ps 89:15; Ps 118:15

- Entrainment => raised your voice in unity, you can break into the spiritual realm.
-- Occurs when the more powerful rhythmic vibration of 1 object when projected upon a 2nd object at the similar frequency will cause that object to begin to vibrate in resonance with the 1st object.
--- Entrainment happens when 2 or 3 are gathered in Christ Name.
---- Without Unity, we cannot break into God's realm... the spiritual realm.

Tribute to Michael...

Everyone is talking about Michael Jackson now and he somehow steal the limelight of Farrah Fawcett (like what people says). Looks like most of the famous legends all died at young age... people like Bruce Lee, Brandon Lee, Leslie Cheung, Wong Kar Kui, Anita Mui (HK artistes), Sudirman (Msian artiste-great composer), the Classical composers (Beethoven, Mozart & etc), Elvis Presley (King of Rock & Roll) and who else... erm... I'm sure there's a few more which I can't think of.
Guess what, I've Google & Yahoo! search on Michael Jackson's photos... Can't seem to find the better picture of him. Only the ugly or the not so good ones. I personally thinks that there is a period of time (during his transition to become a white man), he does have one picture which I like the most. *see picture left or the one on the bottom*
I have no idea why people tend to talk bad or even show pictures of his ugly side... It's somehow not fair towards Michael.
I read on someone's Twitter (random), the person was saying that the kid who accused MJ for molesting him told a lie and got MJ sued (it was the kid's father who told his son to say it). It's all about the MONEY... just want to grab some out of it from him. *sigh* I guess the world feels guilty now of all the accusation being done over the passed 10yrs (??). Its really sad. Died so young - 50yrs old! Really unbelievable!
Just want to ask this question... (was watching his concert over the TV and heard these songs & thoughts came to me) "How many people really take these 2 songs seriously: Heal the World & Man in the Mirror?"
We usually sing it and go crazy over him, faint and scream our lungs out... What does the lyrics really mean to us personally? Did we really "heal the world to make it a better place for us & our children!?! Or did we really looked at ourselves in the mirror and say "we should be the one to change our ways, our doings to this earth!" Not being selfish or pride, not to steal, to kill or destroy this world where God created for us to live in!
Giving us the talents to serve His Kingdom (His=God's)!
It really strucked me when I began to sing the song Heal the World, tears just flown down. "Have you ever accomplished one thing to heal the world... to reach out to the poor... to share the gospel... or basically living without regrets cos you have done all of it."
To tell you the truth, I've reach out to the poor but I've not shared the gospel before. So does it mean I've accomplished what God has asked me to do. No! It takes the step of faith & boldness to do so. *which I'm lack off ^_^*
Come to think of it, life is indeed short! We must always live our lives to the fullest... so that we can tell God that we have accomplish our task! Amen!

Stay tuned....

Yay! Can't wait for my Monday to come. Going to collect my baby flynngie.
Will intro to my blog when it arrives...

Stay tuned...

My Father

I'm in love with this song. Artist 1 a.m (view my previous post for their website). Its a short and simple song but yet full of meaning and its really touching.

Lyrics & Music from Kelvin Lim.

My Father

My Father, I long to be close to You
to hold You, and be secure
made a new

and I...
wanna be in love with You, my Lord
and I...
wanna say to You

Chorus:
You are my Father God
My Saviour, My Redeemer
Lord I long to be in your presence

MY FATHER-1 a.m - 1 a.m

What inspires YOU?

Attended a Worship Training on June 20-21, 09 (Sat & Sun) by this group called 1 a.m (One Accord Ministry). Do visit their website to check them out.

On Saturday is more of teaching bout The Heart of Worship.

Fact#1
Worship is the activity of the human soul.
>> We are made to worship.

Fact#2
What/Who we worship is not defined by what we say but how we live.
>> What you value most can be tracked by the trails of your affection, devotion, allegiance (loyal), passion, time, investments & etc...
>>> At the end of every trail is a THRONE
>>>> What you really worship is on that throne. That is your treasure.
>>>>> Matt 6:21 - For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

It's so true. We must choose the right "god" to worship. They showed us a video, an interview with Michael Jackson (super long time ago) and from the video you can see the people are crazy for him... they cried, they shout, they faint just for MJ. Nobody taught them how to worship MJ, it just comes out naturally from the heart, pure worship but then... to the wrong person. To them, they are devoted, allegiance towards MJ... we as Christians should do the same way (not to MJ of course!) to be devoted, allegiance to God who created us.

As for Sunday, its more of workshop... training. What makes Worship Inspiring?

Fact#1
Faith makes worship inspiring.
>> Rom 10:17; Matt 17:20

Then we were split into groups of 2 to share on this scripture Isaiah 61:1-2. Share what this scripture speaks to us.

And then we were to again split into groups of 2, with someone that you're not familiar with. This is to train us how to listen and ask God for a picture to symbolise of your partner. Then we need to draw that picture out and pass it to the person you team up with. So I team up with D. We prayed to God for a visual for each other. D drew a picture of a huge tree with heartshape apples on it. I have to share with him bout the picture - what it speaks to me. My interpretation was to be fruitful and strong. D's interpretation was similar, but the heartshape apples were to have the passion and be strong in God.
As for the picture I drew for D was a frame (without picture in it, dunno how to draw people). ^_^ So later I add on some stickmans. D's interpretation was a puzzle, some puzzle missing. D guess correct. I told him its like something missing... coz' of the empty frame. God will fill in the missing pieces. ^_^

This is a good practice that everyone can learn. Not exactly 2 by 2 - it can be done with a group. This was actually taught by the Bethel Church. When they gather together in a group to asked God for a visual and everyone has to draw something to put into a puzzle. Kel (frm 1 a.m), shared with us one testimony from one of the Singapore Church (they did the same thing as Bethel Church). Some drew a pictures of traffic light, flower, a pregnant lady and so on. Then these people would walk around the neighbourhood to search for traffic light with flower and also a pregnant lady... true enough - they saw a pregnant lady walking pass. They talk to her and showed her the picture they drew. Someone picked up that her baby was in trouble... true enough, she had some problem with the baby so they prayed for her.
And another testimony happen in Bethel Church was about a man who has a problem with his right calve and its hard for him to walk. Someone drew very accurately bout his right calve, torn ligament. Just as they pass the picture to this guy, before they even prayed for him he receive his healing, no pain at all.
Wow!!! As I was listening to Kel sharing it... I was touched. It takes boldness and a step of faith to act it out.
They even shared a video about a lady got healed in the supermarket when someone from Bethel Church prayed for her. God's presence was so strong, the cashier made an announcement with the speaker phone saying that "God's presence is here, anybody wanna receive healing now!" Simultaneously a man was jumping for joy in the supermarket and so on.

Who says God can't do miracles on the spot!!! It's really an eye opener.

Fact#2
Excellence makes worship inspiring.
>> 2 Cor 4:7-10
>>> At the end, we do not stand by any man's excellence, but by the singular excellence of God brought out by the truth of the Gospel.

Fact#3
Unity makes worship inspiring
>> Ps 133:1 - Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in Unity!
>> Eph 4:1-13

I can't wait for the part 2 of this Worship Training which is on 27 & 28 June. Share more next week... ciao!!!

Feeling stupid...

Have you ever felt stupid in your life? I'm sure everyone does... in different area.

Last couple of weeks ago, my mom decided to clean one of my green cupboard which contains all my Galaxie magazines, Dragon Ballz comic books, and cassette tapes of my favourite artistes... and of course with some personal stuff like journal and so on. So mom told me to clear out the stuff and try to recycle those magazines.

Yeah! I did. Finally given up on all that posters & magazines of the "idols" that I've been collecting since teenage and also the lyrics that I've compiled as my own song book collection (lyrics cut out from Galaxies). 

I've come acrossed this blue diary with all the contacts and stuff that I wrote... it's dated on 1995 (when I was in Form 3). Silly stuff has been written in it, you know, things that all naive and teenage girls would do. Things about who she bump into at McD's or at Mamak stalls, who she hangs out with and so on. It got me smiling as I read it - it's really silly. Oh! And things like who I've spoken with over the phone for hours by just talking craps and hangs up the phone at 3am. Those were the days! Being the naughty one but shy on the other hand. *haha* I remembered how I always wanted to mix with naughty students cos that's where you'll look cool and you get to meet some leng chai's (1-2 years my seniors). Unfortunately, the people that I mixed with somehow don't accept me. Cos they see the goody girl in me... *haha* but they still let me hang around but not in the so called "gang" thingy.

Talking bout phones call and all... I've tried staying up late just to wait for someone's call and yet that person didn't call up at all. Feeling disappointed and guess what... I cried! Oh gosh! How naive and how... *speechless* Those were the days... really! 

What am I writing these for...?!?! Hmmm.. I have no idea... Just want to release some "silly me" out to my blog. Shame the devil maybe!

Gosh! How different it's like when you don't have God in your life!?! Imagine I didn't attend the Church that I'm attending now... I can't imagine how my life would look like now. Still wandering in the wilderness - maybe. At least when there's hiccups in my life now, I know where to turn to and to ask for guidance. Only God knows our inner self, our heart... all He ask for was to surrender all our desires, our passion, our ALL to Him and He will do the rest.

Well, talking of course its easier than doing it... cos' its like ages and we tend ignore the timing that God has set for us. God's timing may not always fits our schedule.

Argh!!! I don't know what else to say... I'm really speechless now. Can't continue my blog... guess there's no ending to this blog. Just purely releasing my anger. Damn!!! How can people be so insensitive!!!

Sorry God!!! Just can't help myself. Don't seem to have any more patience in me. You know what I mean... Just feeling tired! I'm all out!

Anyway, I'm still awake... (1:30am) watching Lady and the Tramp.. part 1 and part 2 on YouTube. Just finish part 2, it got my crying... being stubborn doesn't help to solve problem. Family is always the right place to be in. Just like the parables of the Prodigal Son.

Guess I'm talking crap now... if this blog doesn't make any sense to you... it's OK. It's not meant for you then...