Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Leo Ku & Miriam Yeung Concert

I want to go to this concert.... Really really want to go.... Both are my favourite singers....

the seating plan and pricing for it.... quite expensive...
RM 352 - Numbered Seat
RM 290 - Numbered Seat
RM 200 - Numbered Seat
RM 140 - Numbered Seat
RM 80 - Numbered Seat

Monday, January 23, 2006

I MISS my mp4!!!

Sigh!!! my mp4 still under repair... called them up on sunday afternoon and the guy told me not ready yet. Been a week liau... miss my mp4 le... wish it could be ready before I leave for Penang.. wanna show it to my bf ma... ^_^
There's something that I need to update.. but I forgot to bring along my Olympus cable. Upload some photos taken on Sunday... had a farewell lunch for W.Ching, who will be leaving us. *sob sob* and probably a few more photos to update alittle... hehe...

Monday, January 16, 2006

the story of ROSE

This is a great story... got it from a my sister thru email... hope that we'll be inspire by her story... Njoy!

Rose......

The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder.
I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being.

She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?"
I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked.
She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..."
"No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age.
"I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me.

After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instant friends. Every day for the next three months we would leave class together and talk nonstop. I was always mesmerized listening to this "time machine" as she shared her wisdom and experience with me.
Over the course of the year, Rose became a campus icon and she easily made friends wherever she went. She loved to dress up and she reveled in the attention bestowed upon her from the other students. She was living it up.
At the end of the semester we invited Rose to speak at our football banquet. I'll never forget what she taught us. She was introduced and stepped up to the podium. As she began to deliver her prepared speech, she dropped her three by five cards on the floor.
Frustrated and a little embarrassed she leaned into the microphone and simply said,

"I'm sorry I'm so jittery. I gave up beer for Lent and this whiskey is killing me! I'll never get my speech back in order so let me just tell you what I know."

(this cracked me up!)

As we laughed she cleared her throat and began, "We do not stop playing because we are old; we grow old because we stop playing. There are only four secrets to staying young, being happy, and achieving success. You have to laugh and find humor every day. You've got to have a dream. When you lose your dreams, you die. We have so many people walking around who are dead and don't even know it! There is a huge difference between growing older and growing up.
If you are nineteen years old and lie in bed for one full year and don't do one productive thing, you will turn twenty years old. If I am eighty-seven years old and stay in bed for a year and never do anything I will turn eighty-eight.
Anybody can grow older. That doesn't take any talent or ability. The idea is to grow up by always finding opportunity in change. Have no regrets. The elderly usually don't have regrets for what we did, but rather for things we did not do. The only people who fear death are those with regrets."

She concluded her speech by courageously singing "The Rose."
She challenged each of us to study the lyrics and live them out in our daily lives.
At the year's end Rose finished the college degree she had begun all those years ago.
One week after graduation Rose died peacefully in her sleep. Over two thousand college students attended her funeral in tribute to the wonderful woman who taught by example that it's never too late to be all you can possibly be.

These words have been passed along in loving memory of ROSE


REMEMBER, GROWING OLDER IS MANDATORY. GROWING UP IS OPTION

Make a Living by what we get; We make a Life by what we give.

God promises a safe landing, not a calm passage. If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

day out with Grace...

I went out with Grace yesterday to KL cos its a public holiday. She teman me to go Pudu and buy bus ticket for my Penang trip. After getting the ticket, we went for early lunch bout 11:30am @ Lai Fong restaurant... Grace ate beef noodle and I had chicken rice. *yum yum*
After our yummy lunch, we took a bus (yea.. bus! its been 4 years I've never sit a public bus) to Sg. Wang. Actually our next destination is to go Low Yat Plaza to search for mp3 player. Saw a mp4 player on the net which is quite good, so my purpose is to check out the features and see how big is the player but unfortunately, couldn't find it.
So we went walking around the level, continue to search and scouting around and comparing the prices. Saw a guy playing with a mp4, looks nice cos big screen (2.5inch), so I ask him how much is it cost.. he told me 256mb = rm429 and 512mb = rm499 or something like that. I got a shock and I straightaway brush off that model on my mind and continue scouting. Went to a shop that sells only mp3/mp4 player.. lots of choices and cool design. Saw the same model that the guy uses on the display, so I went and ask the lady. The model that she's selling is different price compare to the earlier one that I saw... well, its infact cheaper. 256mb = rm399 and 512mb = rm499. I didn't buy it immediately of course.. went scouting and comparing price again. Still couldn't find the mp3/mp4 that I want.. so I ask Grace's opinion. She said the mp4 player not bad. So we went back to the same shop and ask for the model but when we were there... lots of people crowding the shop. Something funny happen at that time.
There's a girl and a guy standing in front of me and she's holding a mp3.. like she's there for enquiry or needed services. So both Grace and I were just standing there waiting for them to finish with their matter.

The conversation goes like this... (both parties speaks mandarin)
Shop Owner: Can I help you?
Lady: There's something wrong with my mp3. Couldn't start and couldn't charge as well..
SO: (opens the battery compartment and got a shock)
L: (looking at him innocently)
SO: Miss ah... I don't think there's anything wrong with your mp3 player. The battery you use probably runs out.
L: Oh! Then how do I go about it? How can I charge?
SO: You can't charge this battery cos its not rechargeable. You're suppose to throw the battery away once its finish.
(people around witnessing the conversation trying to hold their laughter.. just smile away. even the retail sales girl was holding in)
L: Erm... then what should I do?
SO: Its either you buy a normal battery or (he went to get a rechargeable battery set) you can get a rechargeable battery like this one.
L: Oh! Then how much is the rechargeable battery cost?
SO: rm35.
L: How long am I suppose to charge it and how long can it last?
SO: Aiyo... it depends how much you use it lor... (showing abit of frustration) and for first time user... charge it for 15hrs.
L: (took the rechargeable battery and show to the guy thats next to her... discussing bout it..) Ok la... I'll get one. Thanks.

So, what did u think about this conversation.. I didn't make it up ya.. its real conversation between shop owner and the lady. hehe. Well, I think the girl come from those kampung kampung place or from China. haha. No offence for those people from China la.. sorry ya!
Oh.. btw, I bought the mp4 player from them. Pretty good. I like it alot.. haha.. converted a movie file to ASF. file and its in my mp4. haha. yay! happy happy!

Thursday, January 05, 2006

MANUFACTURER'S RECALL NOTICE

Have an interesting article to share. Got it from a friend.

MANUFACTURER'S RECALL NOTICE

The Maker of all human beings is recalling all units manufactured, regardless of Make or year, due to a serious defect in the primary and central component of the heart.
This is due to a malfunction in the original prototype units code named Adam and Eve, resulting in the reproduction of the same defect in all subsequent units.
This defect has been technically termed, "Subsequential Internal Non-morality," or more commonly known as S. I. N., as it is primarily expressed.

Some other symptoms:
1. Loss of direction
2. Foul vocal emissions
3. Amnesia of origin
4. Lack of peace and joy
5. Selfish, or violent behavior
6. Depression or confusion in the mental component
7. Fearfulness
8. Idolatry
9. Rebellion

The Manufacturer, who is neither liable nor at fault for this defect, is providing factory authorized repair and service free of charge to correct this SIN defect.
The Repair Technician, Jesus, has most generously offered to bear the entire burden of the staggering cost of these repairs. There is no additional fee required.
The number to call for repair in all areas is: P-R-A-Y-E-R.
Once connected, please upload your burden of SIN through the REPENTANCE procedure.
Next, download ATONEMENT from the Repair Technician, Jesus, into the heart component.

No matter how big or small the SIN defect is, Jesus will replace it with:
1. Love
2. Joy
3. Peace
4. Patience
5. Kindness
6. Goodness
7. Faithfulness
8. Gentleness
9. Self control

Please see the operating manual: The B.I.B.L.E. (Believers Instructions Before Leaving Earth), for further details on the use of these fixes.

WARNING: Continuing to operate the human being unit without correction voids any manufacturer warranties, exposing the unit to dangers and problems too numerous to list and will result in the human unit being permanently impounded. For free emergency service, call on JESUS.

DANGER: The human being units not responding to this recall action will haveto be scrapped in the furnace. The SIN defect will not be permitted to enter Heaven so as to prevent contamination of that facility.

Thank you for your attention! Please assist where possible by notifying others of this important recall notice!!!

Monday, January 02, 2006

WELCOME year 2006

WOW!!! Time flies and its year 2006. Been away from blogging for awhile.. not that I'm busy with Christmas and New Year stuff.. ^_^ Just wanna blog what I did during the whole week.
Went to Penang to celebrate Christmas with my BB. Went there on Friday 23rd Dec, 05. Didn't do much there but to swim, swim and swim. Went to visit my BB's grandparents who's staying in Butterworth (his uncle bought 2 condo there, so went there to swim) Been swimming for 3 days straight, even rain couldn't stop us... haha.. except for lightning la... Whenever we were in the pool, we swim for hours.. 2-3hours. geng leh..! I guess u'll say siau la. haha. but no kidding.. we did swim for 2-3 hrs. Haven't been swimming for a long time.. but I still know how to swim and it feels good. I stayed in Penang till thursday cos my BB have to work on Wednesday (3pm - 11pm), so my BB fetch me over to his grandparents place after lunch. Quite bored there cos nothing much to do and I forgot to bring my thumbdrive over if not I can still do some work using Filion's dad notebook. Thank God there's tv, at least I can watch the tv till 5pm. After that I went for a swim, from 5pm till 7pm... 2 hrs.. I swim the most on that day. Tiring. Then had dinner, ate some rice first cos hungry then they made steamboat. Was yummy. Ate alot. haha.
Hmm... what else... oh ya.. went for movie on tuesday, we watch Chronicles of Narnia. It was indeed a good movie. I think they should screen more, make it a 3hrs movie. Unlike King Kong, darn boring. That movie should have cut to 2 1/2 hrs or lesser than that.
What I did on Christmas Eve...? We went to Catholic Church for a midnight mass, which we have to stand for 2hrs cos too crowded, no place to sit. Was expecting a more lively carol but then it was ok. hehe. That's all I did at Penang la.. the rest of it.. normal la.. go hang kai, eat and swim. hehe.
As of thursday, we came back almost evening. Went dinner with my parents to Sam You. Then friday, I went back to work. To finish off some stuff for the weekend. Later in the evening, went out dinner with Filion's uncle for seafood. The food was nice. On New Year's eve, we went to Curve, left house bout 10:30pm. Jam all the way there. Saw the fireworks, was cool but then the place that we stop our cars... can't really see the whole fireworks la.. so sad. Well, wouldn't want to risk and drive all the way down to KL... it'll be freaking jam and crowded.
And as for Sunday, we went to 1 Utama. Go walk around and had our dinner there. They have this huge monopoly board at the new wing centrecourt (human monopoly).
After dinner, we go to church. My church have some event on for the New Year. Suppose to be on New Year Eve but it clashes with our Chinese Church, so we change it to Jan 1, 06 evening "New Dawn 2006". Saw different cell groups present their items and presentations.. it was indeed fun.. especially the youths. U guys are great! haha.
Thats all for now... here are 2 pictures taken during that night.

My beloved Cell Members...

picture with my BB Filion and Sze Mun's bf Joseph

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

going BEYOND camp 05 (part 1)

Here are some photos of the youth camp... amazing presence of God... pictures does paint a thousand words but experiencing it yourself... NO words could describe.
on our way to Kuala Lipis... hmmm....
WELCOME to Centrepoint Hotel Kuala Lipis...
New Life XtraORDINARY Youth Camp 05
Ice Breaker @ 2pm ~ just to break the ice a little and to know your team member and other groups. this picture taken in a smaller group (2 groups combined)
the youths run to the middle to collect back their shoes that was thrown by other people
picture taken below is a bigger group - formed in a huge circle.
morning devotion (Dec 16, 05)
Jazzecize... led by Mr Jeren, Leconte & Kim
the first forfeit of the day... Friday morning. ~ no nametags, late comers and etc...
forfeit those without nametags, late and etc ~~ grab a partner, and finish off the bread punishment for Stephen G... whats the punishment... well, wouldn't want to go into that.. hehe..
praise and worship before we go into the Word...
Karen ministering to the youths... she took the 2nd session-morning (Dec 16, 05)
Pr Paul in action... ministering to the youth
Amazing Race cum Treasure Hunt on Friday afternoon (Dec 16, 05)
~ this is just one of the team thats about to leave
what's Pr Paul doing there... oh! its forfeit time... on Fri evening
~ blindfold and feed banana to your partner...
Whats Pr Paul doing in a box?? oh! he's sharing on his session about
"Do not be contain in a box"

going BEYOND camp 05 (part 2)

Sat morning... Jazzercise baby!!! (led by Leconte)
forfeit time... this round... these people caught staying up late... and some without nametags & etc.. the forfeit is to spit on their hands and pretend to be hand lotion *doing promo*
AWESOME... everyone just receive God's presence. not much of praying, just singing in the spirit... everyone just soak under God's anointing.
Bondages took place, restoring of broken hearts, restoring of relationships with father and friends, and deliverance took place. Session 3 (dec 17, 05)
during the workshop... one of the guy on stage is Stephen G. prophesying on Johanan. "Fill Him Lord..."
youths in action ~~ hands on after Pr Paul & Karen taught us how to receive God's anointing & releasing it to others...
the youth worship team practicing for the Sat nite concert in a new hall...
opening presentation by the Creative Dance Ministry... Go Gals!praising the Most High God... Praise Him, Jump Jump... somebody get your praise on!
worship during the concert...
Pr Paul took the Concert session...
ministry time - pray for a clearer vision and etc...
praying for one another...
MORE LORD!!
whoa!!! Pr Paul drunk in the Holy Spirit. Awesome presence of God
Pr Hock himself wants the anointing... group photo with Pr Paul & Karen on sunday (dec 18, 05) after the last session (which didn't took any picture)
the Cambodian team that went for Mission trip in year 2004 (reunion photo)the leng luis of New Life...

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

A great camp indeed!!!

Been away for 4 days. Ermm.. I should say haven't been blogging for a week or so since my last post about Fondue Cheese.. *yumyum* might be going there again with Jing, Chia Wei, and Wei Ching. Suppose to be a CG Christmas dinner but some of my CG member not free and some will be away for holiday. Well, I'll be away too. Going Penang for Christmas. Thats why we need to have the Christmas dinner before I leave.
Anyway, came back from Youth Camp on Sunday (Dec 18, 05). It was indeed a great camp. Our theme is Going BEYOND (pushing FORWARD, reaching HIGHER, being TRANSFORMED). Our camp speaker, Pr. Paul & Karen Hughes are from Australia but settle down in Penang. His church is called theRealm @ Chulia Street. Maybe can go visit them whenever I'm there for the weekend. ^_^
What I've learn through this camp was to move in the Holy Spirit. We must first be 'Loyal' to God and 'Seperate' ourselves with the worldly desire. Most of the sessions are basically ministry time. Teaches us how to prophesy and pray for one another. How to build up our faith and trust level. Being able to GO BEYOND our own limit. Whats the one thing that you desire to GO BEYOND?
I receive 2 prophecy, both are from Karen Hughes. And Pr. Hock (NewLife Youth pastor) prayed for me too.. thats during the concert that we had on Sat evening. All of the prayer and prophecies are mostly true. Been having difficulty in finance (both myself and family), and been wanting to walk out of my past... and know what... Pr Karen said that I'm now walking in the desert and trying to walk away from past. And she mention that I'm like the women with the issue of blood, been wanting to touch Jesus cloak, it'll be enough for me by just touching His cloak. As for Pr Hock, he prayed for a clearer vision in my life, seeking guidance or something like that.. hehe..
Oh ya.. I forgot one thing.. we have over 150 people register for this camp, some comes from our own daughter church like Shah Alam and Cheras, Zoe Christian Fellowship, Salvation Army, theRealm (Pr Paul's members), 2 Cambodians, 1 Thailand and 1 guy from Terengganu that found out about this Camp on the website. Guess its not by accident that all this people came for the camp... I'm sure God shows up in one way or another. Right!
Overall, the camp was just AWESOME. Special thanks to the Committee members that organise it. Getting to know more friends from different places and getting soaked up in God presence. God anointing was tremendously great. Pr Paul & Karen also teach us how to release God's anointing and power upon those who we pray for and get them slain in God's presence. Like the more you give, the more you'll receive.
Ok, less words here... will show you some photos of the camp on my next blog cos there's something wrong with the connection. Abit cacat. ^_^

Jesus is better than santa...

This post taken from Pr Paul & Karen's blog
Santa lives at the North Pole. JESUS is everywhere.
Santa rides in a sleigh. JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water.
Santa comes but once a year. JESUS is an ever present help.
Santa fills your stockings with goodies. JESUS supplies all your needs.
Santa comes down your chimney uninvited. JESUS stands at your door and knock.. and then enters your heart.
You have to stand in line to see Santa. JESUS is as close as the mention of His name.
Santa lets you sit on his lap. JESUS lets you rest in His arms.
Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is "Hi little boy or girl, What's your name?"
JESUS knew our name before we did.Not only does He know our name, He knows our address too. He knows our history and future and He even knows how many hairs are on our heads.
Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly. JESUS has a heart full of love.
All Santa can offer is HO HO HO. JESUS offers health, help and hope.
Santa says "You better not cry". JESUS says "Cast all your cares on me for I care for you. Santa's little helpers make toys. JESUS makes new life, mends wounded hearts, repairs broken homes and builds mansions.
Santa may make you chuckle. JESUS gives you joy that is your strength.
While Santa puts gifts under your tree, JESUS became our gift and died on the tree.

It's obvious there is really no comparison.We need to remember WHO Christmas is all about. We need to put Christ back in Christmas. Jesus is still the reason for the season.Yes, Jesus is better, He is even better than Santa Claus!

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Fondue House *yum**yum*

Last Monday (Nov 28, 05)... I went for a seafood dinner with some of my CG member, suppose there's 7 of us but then 1 of our member last minute couldn't make it and the other fren.. she came but she didn't eat. So... 5 gals ordered... *drums rolling* 3 different type of crabs (1kg each, marmite crab, cheese crab n salty egg crab), 1 vege, 1 prawn, 1 plate of mantau (12pcs), and a plate of hokkien noodle (4person). All the food is just nice for 7 ppl but then... 5 of us have to finish all 7 ppl's food. Glutony man. haha.
Oh ya.. me and Jing Jing was talking about the Cheese steamboat that we both saw on astro tv. Which is in Hong Kong la. And we were like wondering whether Msia have this kind of food around or not.. and wanting to try it. And guess what, on the next day... (tue), was chatting with a fren on MSN and she just pop me with a msg saying about Fondue House. Amazing how God arranged such plan huh! So I got all excited and telling Jing Jing that there is a place called Fondue House in Sri Hartamas. And I sort of drag my fren to go eat with me... *I know.. its fattening... but its delicious la* hehe.. We went on Saturday (Dec 3) for lunch. Feel abit "ulu" cos new to that place. The food is just... GREAT! especially the dessert... *mouth watering* hehe..
OK OK... words aside... will let u enjoy the picture that I took.. not much though cos I felt weird taking pic of the food. Like I just came out from a kampung. ^_^


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Look at those CHEESE!!! Me and Grace ordered cheese mushroom flavor, lamb cutlets and the vege and bread, biscuits comes together. Bottom of the pot is like wax thing heating up the cheese. *yum yum*

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Grace... giving thanks before she puts the lamb into her mouth... *nah* hehe.. was actually taking her but she looked down. ^_^

There... a nicer photo taken after that... hehe...

Me and my biscuit stick... dip with yummy mushroom cheese... *delicious*

Last but not least... our dessert... Whiskey Chocolate... *u won't get drunk with that small cup of whiskey la*














Grapes dips with Chocolate Whiskey... well, for those of u who wanna go try it... don't order the different fruits.. its either u order just banana or strawberries. That would be awesome!

And finally.... Me and my Strawberry... dip with Whiskey Chocolate... *mmm...*

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Christmas @ New Life

HEY! HEY!
Christmas is just next month... counting down the days man... oh gosh... haven't finish my christmas shopping yet, only bought for my cell members and for my BB. Guess I better start shopping bit here and there or maybe I shall wait till the Mega Sales. *yay*
Anyway,
My church is having this Christmas play... title is at below...


Its going to held at...
New Life Restoration Centre
No. 8, Jalan 51A/227,
46100 Petaling Jaya, Selangor
Please view this website for more infomation...
Gonna be an awesome Nite... it involves the actresses from Desperate Housewives... wanna know more..
COME JOIN US la...!

Monday, November 21, 2005

Is there such a guy in this world?

I got this from my friendster's bulletin board... haven't been checking it until this morning...

= I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
= I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "I Love You and you make me smile" just because it's true.
= I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are.
= I'm the guy who will show up at your games (competitions or meetings) without you knowing, just to surprise you.
= I'm the guy who will hold you when you are crying and wipe away your tears.
= I'm the guy who still thinks that you're beautiful even without makeup but instead, in sweat and a big t-shirt.
= I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to.
= I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well.
= I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead.
= I'm the guy who doesnt kiss and tell.
= I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk.
= I'm the guy who's excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night.
= I'm the guy who is contented to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more.
= I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room.
= I'm the guy who is perfectly happy with staying in and watching movies and cuddling.
= I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where I'm going or where I've been or who I've been with.
= I'm the guy who gets butterflies when I hears your name.
= I'm the guy who picks you over my friends.
= I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell my friends that I love you.
= I'm the guy who isn't always trying to act like a hard ass around you.
= I'm the guy that will tell you how I feel.
= I'm the guy who doesn't care about your imperfections and loves you more for them.
= I'm the guy who will hold you while we watch the sunset.

I'M THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TO MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST
GIRL IN THE WORLD...

How I wish...

How I wish I could scream and yell at a mountain top where no one is listening or looking...
only God... How I wish I could walk under the rain and get myself wet cos if I cry, no one knows...
only God... How I wish I could leave all things behind and go around the world without any worries or heartache...
How I wish I could just walk out of my own problems and all my burdens...

Only God knows my heartache, my pain, my feelings...
No one in this world understands me more than God Himself.
Even as I cried myself to sleep or couldn't sleep at all,
He's the one that comforts me and gives me the peace so that I could sleep well at night without swollen eyes or feeling miserable over stupid situation.
Only God cares for every little details that I'm going through...
But I'm being selfish, not sharing every detail of me to Him...
All I depend on was earthly things... which couldn't care much if I'm there or not.

I'm so sorry God, for depending so much on earthly rewards and not obeying what YOU have already in planned for me. Pray that YOU'll forgive me for what I've done in my past and present life. Forgive Lord for those I've hurt and have hurt me. You have truly given me much more than anyone could ever give, no one can compare. Thank YOU! Amen!

BLOG?!?What for leh?!?

Recently, I was checking out a blog. The things that she wrote quite interesting. As I was reading through the blog (all her previous post), I felt that there's a link to what I feel. As I was blogging on my own, I'm speechless - nothing to write. Felt that sometimes blogging does takes lots of my time and sort of wasting also. Thoughts began to pop out asking "What am I doing here? What am I blogging about? What will I get when strangers or someone close to you read your blog? Knowing every situation you face and end up don't even dare to share whats been bothering you about towards friends and close ones... and sometimes, I don't even know what to write..." As I read about that person's blog, lots of things run through my mind. I wrote down what I felt on a note book and wanted to blog it on last Friday but I forgot to bring it to work and I couldn't use my home internet cos I think they bar my internet (didn't pay). Last night, as I was reading back what I wrote and new thoughts came in and I jot it down on my notebook. I was reluctant to type it all in my blog today (I did bring that notebook of mine to work) cos I don't feel good about it and knowing that someone will think I'm being paranoid and probably say why do I feel that way. Don't want to have any misunderstanding la. That's all I have to say. Must always think twice before I blog cos you never know... the things I wrote might hurt someone's feeling.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

What is LIFE???

There's been lots of things happening around me lately... Lots of changes which I can't seem to handle it myself. Being the youngest in the family is quite a burden and having a brother who doesn't seem to help out within the family.
Sometimes I tend to question God... "Why am I being born in such a distance gap with both my brother and sister? Why can't I have a brother or sister thats just a year older or a year younger than me?" So that this burden can be shared equally.
I don't earn as much as my brother or sister... My salary is just enough for myself.. for my expanses, my insurans, my internet bills and etc... Thank God I don't own a car neither I know how to drive. If not, it'll be another huge burden. My dad been pestering me to get a driving license. But I didn't want to. Well, you can call me a coward or scaredy cat (if you like)... driving is kind of freaky. I can fall asleep in a car and another thing is... I'm afraid I'll waste more money in paying for all the surgery that I have to bear for my car. hehe. That's me. I'm a timid person.
Anyway, its been good that I can release whats been bothering me for this few days. I'm not expecting anyone to pity me or anything... please don't get me wrong. Just writing what I feel.
All I have to say is... this world is not the same as before. Lots of things has change, people has change, well... I should say... everything in this world has change.

Friday, November 18, 2005

Just for fun....

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.
You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.
You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Australia team

Pictures of the 2 great speakers from Australia...

Pr. Paul Geerling... awesome speaker.. Pr. Neil Smith... together with Zai Liang & myself.

and last but not least.... *drums rolling*

Mike Webber....


Didn't manage to take pictures with the rest of the band members. Always miss the opportunity. Last years Planet Shakers Conference also the same. Manage to take picture with Mike Webber only. *sigh* Hopefully next year la...