Friday, October 28, 2005
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Dreams.... AGAIN!!!
Been having nightmare again for the past 2 days... I remember very clearly on the first day when I woke up. When I was cleaning up and my brain still recording every scene happen in my dream (I didn't wrote it down cos it was rather long and I'm running out of time) but after I'm done... guess what... I can't think of anything about my dream. Totally blank. How sad right... I thought I could write it down on my blog... maybe some movie script writer might drop by and read about my nightmare stories... and probably add it in part of his movie script... HAHA... well, you never know... ^_^
I guess I have to make a habit of writing things down on a piece of paper... so that I don't have to think so hard of what to write.. can just type out everything that I wrote. Know what, I have lots of scrap books and notebooks... never make used of it.. haha..
Must make use of it now... so I can update my blog all the time..
I guess I have to make a habit of writing things down on a piece of paper... so that I don't have to think so hard of what to write.. can just type out everything that I wrote. Know what, I have lots of scrap books and notebooks... never make used of it.. haha..
Must make use of it now... so I can update my blog all the time..
Wishes...
It's been exactly one week I've never blog. Out of things to write and not much thought. Though I do have something at first but then fast to forget. Not used to writing down on a piece of paper of what I wanna say or what I've thought for the day. *sigh*
Anyway, since our Indian frens and Malay frens are gonna have their festive celebration next week... (so fast.. gonna be end of 2005)
Just wanna wish u guys and gals... Happy DEEPAVALI and Selamat HARI RAYA!!!
May the Lord blesses these 2 different races with Good Health, peace, LOVE, prosperity, and all dreams are achievable... Amen!
Anyway, since our Indian frens and Malay frens are gonna have their festive celebration next week... (so fast.. gonna be end of 2005)
Just wanna wish u guys and gals... Happy DEEPAVALI and Selamat HARI RAYA!!!
May the Lord blesses these 2 different races with Good Health, peace, LOVE, prosperity, and all dreams are achievable... Amen!
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
My Personality Test
Stability 50%
Orderliness 63%
Orderliness 63%
Extraversion 33%
trait snapshot:
clean, secretive, does not make friends easily, observer, hates large parties, risk averse, perfectionist, reclusive, solitude loving, more practical than abstract, does not like to stand out, high self control, intellectual, mind over heart, very cautious, takes precautions, respects authority, irritable, emotionally sensitive
clean, secretive, does not make friends easily, observer, hates large parties, risk averse, perfectionist, reclusive, solitude loving, more practical than abstract, does not like to stand out, high self control, intellectual, mind over heart, very cautious, takes precautions, respects authority, irritable, emotionally sensitive
Global Personality Test Results |
| Stability (50%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being calm and resilient and being anxious and reactive. Orderliness (63%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun. Extraversion (33%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive. |
personality tests by similarminds.com
My thought of Relationships
It's really funny how guys treat their own girlfriends. Some can be super nice during courtships (probably for the first 2yrs of dating) and some can be a total jerk when they want to break-up with their girlfriends.
Can any of you guys tell me why do you have to be such a jerk when comes to facing your girlfriend...?
There are 2 kind or I should say 2 different type of scenario here...
First Scenario:
In a relationship... its either there's a loving, caring, kind or probably a guy of a women's dream... that has full of surprises and love to give. Where else their girlfriends are totally different personality or maybe in a shorter version slut.
Second Scenario:
Boyfriend who is a playboy. Have lots of girlfriends back in high school, so as till today. Have a great girlfriend, someone who supports everything that he does and probably sacrifice a little here and there and not to mention... someone who will love him forever.
Why do such jerk deserve such good girlfriend???
OR maybe... there is a perfect couple. Both boyfriend and girlfriend are willing to give and take, share goodness and sadness together. "Till death do us part."
But its kinda hard to have such perfect couple who would surprise one another on special dates like birthdays, anniversaries or special holiday season. And both are willing to do anything just to make the other half HAPPY.
Sometimes...... I'm quite disappointed at relationships.... Don't seem to know what to do with it... and at times it can really change your mind, like being single again. Dangerous huh!
Can any of you guys tell me why do you have to be such a jerk when comes to facing your girlfriend...?
There are 2 kind or I should say 2 different type of scenario here...
First Scenario:
In a relationship... its either there's a loving, caring, kind or probably a guy of a women's dream... that has full of surprises and love to give. Where else their girlfriends are totally different personality or maybe in a shorter version slut.
Vice versa for the above scenario.
Good girlfriend... understanding, caring, loving and have loads of surprises for the boyfriend but unfortunately he doesn't seem to care much or notice all the little little things that the girlfriend has done and treat it as a norm or probably think, "So what.. she does all these things for me. Its useless...!" Imagine what would the girlfriend think...! All that she has done... are useless.Second Scenario:
Boyfriend who is a playboy. Have lots of girlfriends back in high school, so as till today. Have a great girlfriend, someone who supports everything that he does and probably sacrifice a little here and there and not to mention... someone who will love him forever.
Why do such jerk deserve such good girlfriend???
Again vice versa for the above scenario...
Girlfriend is a B**** or a slut and bla bla bla... and etc...OR maybe... there is a perfect couple. Both boyfriend and girlfriend are willing to give and take, share goodness and sadness together. "Till death do us part."
But its kinda hard to have such perfect couple who would surprise one another on special dates like birthdays, anniversaries or special holiday season. And both are willing to do anything just to make the other half HAPPY.
Sometimes...... I'm quite disappointed at relationships.... Don't seem to know what to do with it... and at times it can really change your mind, like being single again. Dangerous huh!
Monday, October 10, 2005
Fun @ church
I brought my niece to church last Sunday (Oct 9) cos she was sleeping over at my parents place over the weekend. I sort of asked her whether she wanna go church with me and I bring her over to the sunday school (Sugarbun 1-6 years of age). My niece ask her mom whether can she follow her Yee-Yee (aunty) to church and my sis allows of course.. wanna know why.. so she can sleep in longer and not interrupt by her daughter. hehe.
I woke up my niece after I'm done bathin. I quietly asked her whether she wanna go, its about 8:05am at that time, and she answered me "Don't want.." and showing me the sleepy look in her eyes and went straight back to sleep. I went down stairs to blow my hair and about 10mins later, I heard a room door close, I thought to myself... it could be my bro-in-law cos my sis told my parents that he had to work on sunday but then, it turn out to be my niece. So I asked her again, "So you wanna go church with me today?" and she answered "Yes!". I have to quickly get her upstairs and bath her and get her ready.As I was bathin my niece, my dad woke up, just in time to help me prepare 2 slices of bread, one for my niece and one for myself, and make a bottle of milk for her as well.
After that, we head to church. As usual, the first thing I would do is to get all the things ready for the sunday service as in getting pastor's sermon slide notes and statistic counter and passing them to those on duty (LCD in-charge and Counter in-charge). Was abit difficult to run around when there's someone following you wherever you go. hehe.
When comes to Praise and Worship.. my niece was standing on the chair so that she can watch the tambourine dancers. She's so
, standing there and watching and try to immitate what people do like lifting up of hands with eyes closing. Lots of people approached me and say "Wow! she have beautiful eyes... her eyes very big... she's so pretty.. and etc.." As for my niece, she'll shy away and don't dare to speak unless I ask her to call people.
Just before pastor come out to preach, the chairperson will pray for all the children and teachers and the whole congregation will pray together with hands stretching out to them and my niece followed exactly what I did. ^_^ After the prayer, I brought her to Sugarbun room. Uncle Lincoln was sharing about Noah and the Ark. He was funny and children was very much enjoy it. My niece was very shy at the moment but she get along after that (with her Yee-Yee around, she'll be fine) and know what, she participated herself to be one of the animals and be brought up to the boat. hehe. cute hor. After that, Uncle Lincoln settle them down and tell them story and asked them question like "What did Noah do in the Ark?", "Did you helped your mommy and daddy at home?", "What did you helped out in?" and so on... Some kids say they helped in mopping the floor, sweeping the floor, wash car, wash tire and so on.. and know what my niece say... she helped in cleaning the toilet and she got herself a jelly. hehe. Amazing right! I wanted her to say helped in folding the clothes but then, she's faster than I am. hehe.
After that, the children did a art work. Aunty Eloise made paper bags and cut out some animal shapes (just the head), there's Winnie the Pooh, the Rabbit, the Owl, and Tigger.
The children suppose to cut following the line that Aunty Eloise had fold and paste them on the paper bag. Making their own animal face puppet. Quite nice. After that, everyone was given a packet of Mamee. My niece shared with me. hehe. We went back after that. Will show the picture of the puppet later. Forgot to bring my camera to church to take pictures of my niece.
I woke up my niece after I'm done bathin. I quietly asked her whether she wanna go, its about 8:05am at that time, and she answered me "Don't want.." and showing me the sleepy look in her eyes and went straight back to sleep. I went down stairs to blow my hair and about 10mins later, I heard a room door close, I thought to myself... it could be my bro-in-law cos my sis told my parents that he had to work on sunday but then, it turn out to be my niece. So I asked her again, "So you wanna go church with me today?" and she answered "Yes!". I have to quickly get her upstairs and bath her and get her ready.As I was bathin my niece, my dad woke up, just in time to help me prepare 2 slices of bread, one for my niece and one for myself, and make a bottle of milk for her as well.
After that, we head to church. As usual, the first thing I would do is to get all the things ready for the sunday service as in getting pastor's sermon slide notes and statistic counter and passing them to those on duty (LCD in-charge and Counter in-charge). Was abit difficult to run around when there's someone following you wherever you go. hehe.
When comes to Praise and Worship.. my niece was standing on the chair so that she can watch the tambourine dancers. She's so
, standing there and watching and try to immitate what people do like lifting up of hands with eyes closing. Lots of people approached me and say "Wow! she have beautiful eyes... her eyes very big... she's so pretty.. and etc.." As for my niece, she'll shy away and don't dare to speak unless I ask her to call people. Just before pastor come out to preach, the chairperson will pray for all the children and teachers and the whole congregation will pray together with hands stretching out to them and my niece followed exactly what I did. ^_^ After the prayer, I brought her to Sugarbun room. Uncle Lincoln was sharing about Noah and the Ark. He was funny and children was very much enjoy it. My niece was very shy at the moment but she get along after that (with her Yee-Yee around, she'll be fine) and know what, she participated herself to be one of the animals and be brought up to the boat. hehe. cute hor. After that, Uncle Lincoln settle them down and tell them story and asked them question like "What did Noah do in the Ark?", "Did you helped your mommy and daddy at home?", "What did you helped out in?" and so on... Some kids say they helped in mopping the floor, sweeping the floor, wash car, wash tire and so on.. and know what my niece say... she helped in cleaning the toilet and she got herself a jelly. hehe. Amazing right! I wanted her to say helped in folding the clothes but then, she's faster than I am. hehe.
After that, the children did a art work. Aunty Eloise made paper bags and cut out some animal shapes (just the head), there's Winnie the Pooh, the Rabbit, the Owl, and Tigger.
The children suppose to cut following the line that Aunty Eloise had fold and paste them on the paper bag. Making their own animal face puppet. Quite nice. After that, everyone was given a packet of Mamee. My niece shared with me. hehe. We went back after that. Will show the picture of the puppet later. Forgot to bring my camera to church to take pictures of my niece.Bad dreams cause by WORRIES?!?
Haven't been sleeping well lately. Having bad dreams about giants and floods and people trying to cut off all my hair and also people trying to harm my little niece. It happens on thursday and friday... thank God I get to sleep in on Saturday till 11am but then woke up with a backache. Always happens when I slept too much. What to do... my flesh wants to sleep.
I couldn't sleep last night, and out of a sudden I cried. No idea why. I guess I cried myself to sleep, cos I couldn't remember anything bout it. Lots of things running across my mind. All bad thoughts, I guess all that causes me to have bad dreams. Silly me! Well, sometimes I can remember dreams quite clearly and sometimes not, its like no matter how hard I tried to remember it, I can't seem to bring out what had happen in my dream.
Anyway, I hope I could sleep well in these few days to regain back my strength. hehe. ^_^
I couldn't sleep last night, and out of a sudden I cried. No idea why. I guess I cried myself to sleep, cos I couldn't remember anything bout it. Lots of things running across my mind. All bad thoughts, I guess all that causes me to have bad dreams. Silly me! Well, sometimes I can remember dreams quite clearly and sometimes not, its like no matter how hard I tried to remember it, I can't seem to bring out what had happen in my dream.
Anyway, I hope I could sleep well in these few days to regain back my strength. hehe. ^_^
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Bkt Tinggi, Colmar
Here are some overdue pictures of my trip to Bkt Tinggi with my bf on Aug 26, 05.
look carefully... this Koi fish body is like a "S" shape. don't know what happen to it... crooked body. 
look carefully... this Koi fish body is like a "S" shape. don't know what happen to it... crooked body. 
my baby took picture of these swans... nicely taken there dear... you can ask my bf... i've been standing there and wanting to capture a nicely pose picture of this swans but can never capture it. no skill. ^_^
the following pictures taken at Japanese Garden. 
really relaxing.
here are some pictures of me and my bf... we brought along our tripod. so we don't have to keep asking people to help take picture for us... one thing about taking picture with the tripod, really funny as i looked at those pictures that my baby took... its like "now u see it, now u don't" when you view back and front from the digicam. haha.
below are some pictures taken from Botanical Garden... not really nice cos not many flowers. they should plant more nice and rare flowers instead of just trees. hehe.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
My Penang trip
I've been to Penang a lot of times until I lost count. This round when I'm there, somehow past memories are flashing back on and off. Like when was the first time I'm there and my second time... travel there with a galfriend by bus. And how my relationship with my bf get along since my second trip to Penang. Time flies real fast... it's almost 2yrs of my relationship with my bf now. So many good memories and sad memories. That's how relationship works isn't it, no such thing as a perfect relationship unless every couple play their own part in their relationships, giving and taking, compromise and sacrifices. All these plays a roll.
I do miss my bf everyday of my life, wish that we could spend more time together. My days passes so fast when I'm there in Penang this time round... kind of unfair. When I'm here in PJ, time passes slowly and I somehow need to find things to do just to pass my time. It's so bored spending time alone. "What happen to your friends and family?", you asked. I do hang out with my friends but then, you can't be hanging out every single day with them... everyone needs their own spaces. What I normally do is, watch tv, go on the internet and play some games, or play with my dog, my niece and probably go take a nap. That's what I do.
Now, I can't wait till end of this month... counting down the days. Cos its going to be a long holiday break for me. I've already bought my bus ticket to Penang on Oct 28 when I reach back to KL. Why I buy so early?? So happen the week after is Deepavali and Hari Raya, if I don't buy it now, I will never get the ticket. Every one will be going back to hometown to celebrate the festive season. Guess what, the ticket I bought... the seating number is 25, which is at the back of the bus. If I buy it late, I wouldn't get the seat... unless I take the later bus. Wouldn't want to reach there 1-2am. hehe. Really can't wait... its going to be the second time of having a long holiday break together with my bf. And he'll be fetching me back to PJ.
Just counting down the days... 25days more...
I do miss my bf everyday of my life, wish that we could spend more time together. My days passes so fast when I'm there in Penang this time round... kind of unfair. When I'm here in PJ, time passes slowly and I somehow need to find things to do just to pass my time. It's so bored spending time alone. "What happen to your friends and family?", you asked. I do hang out with my friends but then, you can't be hanging out every single day with them... everyone needs their own spaces. What I normally do is, watch tv, go on the internet and play some games, or play with my dog, my niece and probably go take a nap. That's what I do.
Now, I can't wait till end of this month... counting down the days. Cos its going to be a long holiday break for me. I've already bought my bus ticket to Penang on Oct 28 when I reach back to KL. Why I buy so early?? So happen the week after is Deepavali and Hari Raya, if I don't buy it now, I will never get the ticket. Every one will be going back to hometown to celebrate the festive season. Guess what, the ticket I bought... the seating number is 25, which is at the back of the bus. If I buy it late, I wouldn't get the seat... unless I take the later bus. Wouldn't want to reach there 1-2am. hehe. Really can't wait... its going to be the second time of having a long holiday break together with my bf. And he'll be fetching me back to PJ.
Just counting down the days... 25days more...
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