Sunday, July 26, 2009

Don't waste Your Life

Here's another great vid on the Skit Guys... makes you ponder..

Definition of LOVE....

Been browsing video on these guys... worth watching!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

............................. *speechless*..........................

Slept till 12noon today. The first thing I do was to switch on my notebook and go online. ^_^ Well, met up with a friend for tea today. She went for durian buffet with colleagues, thought of joining though but then feel bit lazy. So we met up for tea at Wongkok Cha Chan Theng at ss2. That tea lasted till dinner.. *haha*
Sigh! Wanted to sign up for a health drink and yet I ate so much... so terrible right! Well, there's a lot of positive testimony about this product called Herbalife. Even G's brother took this supplement and he lost alot of weight. I've seen her brother before, so I can identify it... but how come I never asked G what her brother took to loose so much weight ah... Hmm... did I asked her? Can't remember. Have to be very consistent, if not it'll take a longer time to see the results. Quite expensive la for a first timer... RM600++. No harm trying la since it helps but my purse suffer abit la. ^_^

Stayed home almost the whole day... I'm listening to Hillsong's latest album now.. Faith + Hope + Love. This album seems different compare to their previous albums... can't tell whats the different. CD cover changes alot... simple... very simple. Even Hillsong United album was different. Guess they're stepping into a different level this year. Simplicity makes the difference! ^_^

Feeling crappy. Conversation with BB seems to be lesser... I used to be the talkative one over the phone but this round nope. I don't know what got into me. Speechless. Can't think of anything now...
Been sleeping very late these few days... like between 130am - 230am. Even during working days. Fixed my eyes on the notebook playing FB. Bad!!! Very bad!!! What to do.. can't seem to sleep, though my eyes are tired. >_< Gosh! Really need to sleep early lor..

Time has gone...

Half a year has passed... what have we done for the passed half year? Some may have already success in one way or another, some would probably be parents, and some would give us a shocked of a lifetime. ^_^
Who am I talking about? Well, just a dear friend of mine whom I look up to at times, being the brother to me. How I wish my own brother would treat me like that... I don't seem to look up to my own brother that much coz' we're not that close. *sigh* He's getting married soon... really happy for him. When he told me, I wasn't entirely surprise coz' he's such a great guy and how can he not have a girlfriend at his age. Its indeed God's timing to match them together. Who says you have to date one another for more than 3yrs only can get married huh! When its God's arrangement, He can do all things... you can even get married there and then... (wow! that's abit kua cheong la, but well you never know).
There's also another thing (not so good news), about my ex-high school friend. Suppose to get married this year... well, they actually did the ROM (Registrar of Marriage) last year and this year would be her wedding. Unfortunately, her wedding was cancelled. That I was shocked cos' she posted photos taken during ROM and she looked so happy. And just recently I found out (through a short conversation over FB) that she already filed a divorce with the husband. I thought her fiance did something wrong or found somebody else but it was the opposite side. She found somebody else. How could this be?!?
Marriage can be quite scary huh! Today you can tell him that you love him so much and all and proposal being made... and the next thing was lets break up! How fragile relationship is!
I always tell myself, relationship must always "handle with care", be who you are, honest to one another, giving some space to one another and knowing that you trust in him/her. To keep that spark from running out in the relationship, it cannot be a mundane thing, and treat it as if he/she is already yours and you can just neglect the needs of the opposite sex.
It's almost 6yrs now. I can say I have been given spaces due to long distance relationship. Most of the people think that long distance doesn't work or doesn't last long. Its amazing how I can bear this long and keeping it for 6yrs. Not that I don't have feeling for my bf or treat him as if he's just another guy. I do have struggles and its heartache... crying myself to sleep at times when I think of it or when I do my own journals. Certain things we can't just tell it to our BF's, so the only person that I can complain to is to God, that's where tears flow. I do thank God that I have Him by my side, He's the one that keep this relationship lasted this long. Being me, I'm that type of person who seeks for attention at times and long for that love from a boyfriend and that care. If it wasn't God, this long distance wouldn't last this long. I would be the one to ask for break-up, not that I've not thought about it... I've thought it through about break-up. Just so tired of it.
Sigh! I'm so emo right now... guess what, I'm listening to David Cook's song Permanent... haha... that's where the emo came from. *yeah right..! blame the song*
So what's gonna happen to the second half of the year? I have already receive 2 bombs from 2 of my best friends and one more which is beginning of next year. And also baby fullmoon which is next week... baby Kaelyn. Nice name right! Sweet name...
What's gonna happen in the future? I have no idea! Wish God would show me the picture or a video of how the future looks like *haha*